[12:00:13 AM] blizzaga1988: LOL I just assumed that was some Californian slang I didn't know.
[12:00:19 AM] Ricky: lets go with that haha
[12:00:21 AM] Ricky: good night
[12:00:22 AM] blizzaga1988: Have a good night!
[9:08:39 AM] Ricky: Ugh omggg. People are trying to start facebook rumors lol.
[9:08:49 AM] blizzaga1988: Facebook rumours? Lol.
[9:13:17 AM] Ricky: I'm friends with people on facebook.
[9:13:26 AM] Ricky: lol, like from day one and some from before. Its the fucking ORG community lololol
[9:13:31 AM] Ricky: and I guess people are worried?
[9:13:51 AM] Ricky: and I guess Nax posted some thing on the challenge with side list of people in a chat convo.
[9:13:57 AM] Ricky: so people are like omgomg
[9:14:04 AM] Ricky: like when he had to do his puzzle
[9:14:12 AM] blizzaga1988: Ohhh yeah I saw that.
[9:14:19 AM] blizzaga1988: I didn't think anything of it at the time but IDK.
[9:14:36 AM] Ricky: yeah i didnt see it lol he took it down.
[9:14:53 AM] Ricky: i was in over two chats myself during that challenge of people giving each other answers.
[9:15:00 AM] Ricky: including personal messages, people are cray lol
[9:15:56 AM] blizzaga1988: Well I guess I'm even happier I'm immune this round.
[9:16:06 AM] blizzaga1988: Not that I'm involved with all that, but, at least I don't have to worry about the vote.
[9:16:29 AM] Ricky: I woke up to this and I was like. ok?? haha.
[9:16:36 AM] Ricky: People get paranoid for whatever reason though.
[9:18:54 AM] blizzaga1988: True.
[9:19:08 AM] blizzaga1988: Or they can just be using it to try and manipulate people against... whoever.
[9:20:33 AM] Ricky: Yeah.
[9:20:47 AM] Ricky: omg lol so I made a confessional lol and mentioned bill, it was in bad humor.
[9:20:51 AM] Ricky: and he sent me a pm -_-;
[9:20:51 AM] Ricky: lmao
[9:22:11 AM] blizzaga1988: LOL what did you say and what did he say?
[9:23:07 AM] Ricky: i was like
[9:23:20 AM] Ricky: ' i really like greg but its weird I had his boy-friends dick in my mouth, he probably hates me? ''
[9:23:22 AM] Ricky: LMAO
[9:23:27 AM] Ricky: LIKE I MEANT IT IN HUMOR
[9:23:31 AM] Ricky: AND IDDNTY TTHINK HE'D SEE IT
[9:23:37 AM] blizzaga1988: LOL omg.
[9:23:43 AM] blizzaga1988: Yeah I think Bill has confessional access.
[9:23:52 AM] Ricky: I mean i think bill is an honest person.
[9:23:56 AM] Ricky: but how is that fair if greg is playing?
[9:24:05 AM] Ricky: boy-friends who live together. i want to try to not think about it.
[9:25:01 AM] blizzaga1988: Well I viewed a game that Bill was in once, in which Greg was also a viewer. From my knowledge, they're good at not like revealing anything to one another.
[9:25:35 AM] Ricky: Yeah i mean it all depends, its a very risky thing.
[9:26:09 AM] blizzaga1988: But yeah I get why you're nervous lol.
[9:26:30 AM] Ricky: i mean i havent been mean
[9:26:34 AM] Ricky: but i have crude comments, you know?
[9:26:52 AM] Ricky: Like I said I have probably two different groups bashing me in almuni based on past boy connections.
[9:26:58 AM] Ricky: not even me as a person; but you know?
[9:27:12 AM] Ricky: its self defeating to begin with that I now feel like I am on a leash
[9:27:57 AM] blizzaga1988: Lol well I thought that Bill comment was funny
[9:28:02 AM] blizzaga1988: I'm guessing he did not/asked you to delete it?
[9:28:47 AM] Ricky: He made me aware he can see the confessionals and that he doesn't need me to worry about him and doesn't want to bea topic in this game.
[9:28:52 AM] Ricky: I totally understand that too, right.
[9:29:13 AM] Ricky: but it's a HUGE topic for me, because I feel like bill probably told greg who I was, pregame at least.
[9:29:25 AM] Ricky: so you know... it's part of the game to me that I feel I can't totally get to know Greg, cause of Bill.
[9:29:27 AM] Ricky: does that make sense?
[9:30:31 AM] blizzaga1988: Right.
[9:30:46 AM] blizzaga1988: I suggest just getting to know him on your own terms. Opinions can change.
[9:30:54 AM] blizzaga1988: I mean I know it might seem awkward. But, well.
[9:30:57 AM] blizzaga1988: Do you know Tim Obmann?
[9:31:04 AM] Ricky: Yeah
[9:31:10 AM] Ricky: Tim and me were in Voyeur 3.0
[9:31:22 AM] blizzaga1988: Yeah okay.
[9:31:37 AM] blizzaga1988: Tim messaged me when this game started to essentially "warn" me that you were certifiably batshit insane.
[9:32:32 AM] Ricky: I think I have a ton of personality and I think the Voyeur cast got too personal with each-other, including Tim.
[9:32:45 AM] blizzaga1988: Tim is definitely the type to take things too personally and to get too personal.
[9:33:04 AM] blizzaga1988: It's frustrating and I've tried to talk to him about his behaviour and how he reacts. But he doesn't get it. *Shrugs*
[9:33:29 AM] blizzaga1988: Anyway, my point is that if I had listened to him and believed what he said, I probably wouldn't have had the conversation with you that we had last night. Lol. I decided to, well, see for myself.
[9:34:04 AM] Ricky: I haven't talked to Tim for about five years and I actually also lived with his best-friend Nicole Elio who sadly had to deal with my ex boy-friend beating me and in the end she probably felt terrorized by the drama; so either he's mad I voted him out, or his friend Nicole decided to not be my roommate after the darkest time in my life. It's kind of shitty that he'd go out of his way -- but I figure you will go with what you feel is true or not haha.
[9:34:51 AM] Ricky: I mean it was 5-6 years ago, and I honestly have been through alot of the hardest things in my life. Bill was my first hook up, it got dramatic cause of Voyeur. Kurtis and I weren't suppose to be together, were just dumb kids, also here LOL -- and you know what the online community probably should've never became alot in my real life lol
[9:34:56 AM] Ricky: sorry it all struck a chord for a second.
[9:35:56 AM] blizzaga1988: Oh wow.
[9:36:20 AM] blizzaga1988: Well, despite being friends with Tim, I don't take his criticisms about people to heart.
[9:36:47 AM] blizzaga1988: He just posted a FB status the other day about writing a strongly-worded letter to the manager of some cafeteria because he was charged 25 cents for ice.
[9:36:58 AM] blizzaga1988: >_>
[9:37:07 AM] Ricky: Seee awkward, people need to have grwoth.
[9:37:19 AM] Ricky: I can tell you right now I have been crazy and can get crazy, who can't?
[9:37:27 AM] Ricky: lol He probably thinks highly of himself.
[9:37:35 AM] Ricky: and you know what he's worknig on himself too, I noticed he lost weight?
[9:37:43 AM] Ricky: he should really just mind his own fucking business though lol
[9:37:44 AM] blizzaga1988: Yeah. He's lost like 80 lbs I think.
[9:38:00 AM] blizzaga1988: Well he's supposed to be on some "being nicer" kick, too... I don't think it's working out too well for him.
[9:38:17 AM] Ricky: He literally just took voting out really badly in voyeur I think.
[9:38:32 AM] blizzaga1988: He didn't take too kindly to us voting him out of Bali, either.
[9:38:38 AM] blizzaga1988: Or any other game I've ever seen Tim get voted out of.
[9:38:39 AM] blizzaga1988: Lol.
[9:38:47 AM] Ricky: I mean we were never aligned, he never liked me, I got more attention then him in Voyeur; and he didn't even like Kurtis either when it ended, but Kurtis is a little more forgivable then me personality wise. So Kurtis is free of all voyeur hate lol
[9:39:28 AM] Ricky: It's all about Nicole I am sure, Voyeur Nicole, and probably game bitterness. lol @ 5 years old!
[9:39:47 AM] blizzaga1988: Lol. Well these things happen.
[9:40:05 AM] Ricky: I appreciate you telling me. Unlike him I don't need to go get cray on him, but it's nice to know.
[9:41:37 AM] blizzaga1988: I debated whether or not I should.
[9:41:47 AM] blizzaga1988: But it seemed relevant.
[9:42:32 AM] blizzaga1988: I also don't really like when people message me stuff like that at the beginning of the game. I'm like a kid trying to do something and then the parent comes in trying to tell me how to do it and I'm all, "I can do this myseeeeeeeelffff!"
[9:42:41 AM] Ricky: It's been a hard week and I've barely talked to anyone so it's just nice for some honesty; like I don't have it in me to like debate these rumors about a tinypic image if it blows up, so im hoping it doesn't lol. so it's nice to have someone just being like ' hey well whatever about that, i did have someone say this.'
[9:42:52 AM] Ricky: clearly you telling me is you saying ' heard this, but forming my own opinion'
[9:42:59 AM] Ricky: it makes things a bit better and positive.
[9:43:05 AM] blizzaga1988: Yes.
[9:43:12 AM] blizzaga1988: I will determine myself how crazy you are!
Lol.
[9:43:32 AM] Ricky: lol im sure the meter varies based on emotions LMAO
[9:43:43 AM] blizzaga1988: Same.
[9:44:18 AM] blizzaga1988: Omg I just finally got outta bed for the first time today.
[9:44:21 AM] blizzaga1988: Damn my floor is cold.
[9:44:34 AM] Ricky: hahaha im in the hotel at the desk, it was hard to wake up
[9:45:32 AM] blizzaga1988: I am not a morning person. At all.
[9:46:46 AM] blizzaga1988: UGH I hate it when my roommate cooks. The least he could do after cooking is wipe up his fucking grease splatter on the stove. >_____<
[9:47:08 AM] blizzaga1988: Btw I'm super, super anal about like... my house being clean. I'm essentially a toned down version of Monica from Friends. Lol.
[9:47:26 AM] Ricky: Oh I used to be the messiest person I knew, but I don't like messes anymore.
[9:47:40 AM] blizzaga1988: Yeah I stopped being messy when I lived on my own.
[9:47:57 AM] blizzaga1988: I mean don't get me wrong. Sometimes I'll go for days without cleaning my house. But it gives me stress. Lol.
[9:50:11 AM] Ricky: yeah but if its your mess
[9:50:14 AM] Ricky: its different then someone else
[9:50:17 AM] Ricky: s food mess
[9:51:30 AM] blizzaga1988: Yeah.
[9:51:33 AM] blizzaga1988: My roommate is very messy.
[9:52:58 AM] Ricky: we have a small studio right now, and two kittens.
[9:53:08 AM] Ricky: the kitchen is tiny, so we just try our best, but its hard with a mini kitchen to keep things organized
[9:53:21 AM] blizzaga1988: Yeah.
[9:53:29 AM] blizzaga1988: My kitchen isn't very big, either. It's like a closet. Well, a sorta large closet. Lol
[9:53:49 AM] blizzaga1988: When the door to it is closed people don't know where our kitchen is because the door is like a sliding linen closet door.
[9:54:13 AM] Ricky: hahaha lol i hate ittt
[9:54:30 AM] blizzaga1988: Yeah.
[9:54:32 AM] blizzaga1988: I wish I had a mansion.
[9:54:37 AM] blizzaga1988: With servants.
[9:54:38 AM] blizzaga1988: :3
[9:54:43 AM] Ricky: Hey did you look at the wikia?
[9:54:47 AM] Ricky:
isurv1vorseries.wikia.com/wiki/India[9:54:51 AM] Ricky: look at episode one title.
[9:56:01 AM] blizzaga1988: Hmmm.
[9:56:13 AM] blizzaga1988: I was never very good at figuring out the meaning behind episode titles during Bal.
[9:56:16 AM] blizzaga1988: Bali*