Pre-Game :D

[Brenda]

Hey There!

This is like a totally new experience for me in that I have to actually talk to people. (lol)  I realize that makes me sound antisocial but I think it's more that I don't really ever talk unless there's something I feel needs to be said.  People tend to listen to me more I find when I'm quiet so it should be interesting to see how well I'm able to function ... not being quiet.

That said, once I start talking it never really stops.

Thus far I seem to be connecting more with the boys than the girls (shocker) but then I think most girls are like that?  Well the ones I know anyway. 

I really like Aaron and I hope I can work with him, we bonded over a mutual Panda obsession (stop laughing) and he's actually really intelligent, or he seems so from the conversation we had.  I think of everyone I talked to he'd be my #1 at the moment, and it seemed like I wasn't annoying him so woo hoo for me.

Brian was the first person to talk to me and he seems nice but he also seems like he really wants to prove himself which could be a problem because it's hard to work with someone who is always out to prove something.  For now though we're cool.  I guess really it's too early to make any real judgements, right? 

Though I'm kind of judgemental .. or mental?

Greg and I got to know each other by talking about movies and annoying people (two of my favorite subjects) and Jedda just makes me laugh because he's pretty funny.

See what I mean about boys ... ask me about the girls and I'm all ... there are girls playing? 

Kidding, I did talk to Nicole and Elizabeth but not as much as I did with the others.  I guess I'll have to work on that eh?

And that's really all I have to say at the moment, I kind of can't wait for the game to start ... but at the same time I'm happy to wait.

[Brenda]

So, two confessionals per round eh?

Rest Easy, this isn't a confessional as much as it is an observation. (albeit a long winded one ...this would be the never shuts up part I told you about). You'll regret asking me to speak ... I think. They all do

All this talking today .. gave me a headache

I talked to Aaron some more tonight and it's a safe bet he's the one that I'd be happiest to see on the same tribe as me, he seems like someone I could trust. Seriously, how can you not trust a boy who admits to liking panda's. There's other reasons but I like that one the best.

I also talked Ricky, and he's hilarious. Not to mention he used to live in Sudbury, which if you don't know is like the Buffalo of Ontario. We have a mutual friend and we both went to her for information on the other one but like within 3 seconds of each other. Thankfully she likes me because he has definitely been more talkative since then. I feel like if we're together we can work together. Plus he has Nicole so you kind of get two for the price of one.

Then there's Jedda .. I have this friend who's Australian and all the boys are like crazy for her accent and I've always been of the mind, that they're nuts. That was pre Jedda... I totally kept asking him to repeat himself during the conversation ... so lame I admit it. But I can live with the shame .. at least until the end of the season when these things are released I'm not sure I trust him truth be told, he could turn out to be a mistake in this game.

Really this wasn't supposed to be this long -_-

I did make attempts to talk with the girls today and for the most part it was successful.

Except for Brookie ... who has to be without a doubt, one of the most annoying females I've ever had to endure. (and trust me I've dealt with some prize winners) I have a real issue with girls who act like dumb asses just to get attention. It's ridiculous and it makes you look like a skank. It's safe to say if we end up on the same tribe together one of us will kill the other one, mostly because I don't know that I could keep my mouth shut long enough to survive with her.

Though she did very kindly offer to breast feed the tribe should our food supply run out .... (starving to death seems like a viable option at this point) and don't even get me started on the meowing. What the actual fuck is that all about? I don't know that I can risk talking to her again, I'm pretty sure a good number of my brain cells committed suicide during this last conversation ... can't say that I blame them either.

Later <3

[Brenda]

Ahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha

My new favorite person at the moment ... too funny

I really didn't do anything confessional worthy today ... unless you count mocking certain skanky girls at every turn.  I'm not sure if she's actually like that or it's just an act but it seems like she's rubbing some people the wrong way.  Which is helping me see who I need to talk to more in this game

Honestly it was too damn cold here today for me to be pleasant to anyone so I just kind of lurked for the most part ... 

I did want to share that little screen gem though because it made me laugh ... but bad.

<3

[Brenda]

Hi!

I swear to God .. I don't usually talk this much. Actually that's a lie, I do talk a lot but usually it takes longer than a day for me to get going.

I love love love the caste system. Like I can't even explain how much I love it.

I like that it gives me a chance to save myself. I've been on tribes where people threw challenges to get rid of me .. not because I'm a bitch or anything (well maybe) but mostly because I'm capable of being a threat in the game.

So the fact that I land where I land based on my skill ... Amazing!

My social game worked out well for me in that I just landed in a pretty sweet alliance with Nax, Ricky, Nicole, Fei, Jermaine and someone else who I haven't talked to. This works for me in that .. it'll protect us all if we land in castes that need to vote someone out.

I get the hypocrisy of me talking about how excited I am that I control my own fate in the game - just to follow up with how excited I am about being in an alliance (lol)

Aaron would still be my main alliance and I'm pretty sure this group will work for him too - or at the very least I could sway them away from him if needed. He has a group of people he's been talking too as well - so he should be able to do the same for me.

That's all .. just wanted you to know that this twist .. rocks

<3

Oh ya .. the best part ... no brookie in that alliance.