Round Six .... The Duct Tape Wars

[Brenda]

So, while that didn't go down quite the way we expected the end result was the same so I guess it's almost a winning situation.  both Woods and I were pretty sure we were going to Redemption Cove this week and both of us were equally sure that we could win.  This benefits us come the merge because then people who are aligned with Ricky won't be coming back and at this point it seems like everyone is aligned with Ricky.

I did talk to Ricky tonight and we did kind of make up a little, I think we came to an understanding that I wasn't going to do what he wanted me to do and he wasn't going to be mad as a result.  But that we could certainly talk ... I think like I've been saying he's a nice guy and I guess in this case it's better to have him somewhere where I can see him as opposed to off in the distance doing god knows what.

By the way I'm not telling any boys in this game anything I don't want broadcast on the news ... good lord it's a sorry statement when Brookie can keep her shit together longer than the boys can.  I still think I can work with Animal and Joe, really we just have to last at most a couple of rounds and hope that Woods can hold it together and come back in.  (famous last words eh?)

I think i'm the kiss of death in this game ... in that the people I like a lot seem to get taken out ... oh wait I should mention that I freaking love Brookie ... 

Hey, it's worth a shot eh?

So, for this round, the plan is to not be at risk ... I guess that's as good a place as any to start.

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[Brenda]

Rofl ...

Well that was fun.

As soon as I saw what the challenge was I knew I was doomed. I'm not sure what it is about my computer but it's bitchier than I am. Tis cool though, I knew I was risking my game when I strayed off the path that Ricky had set for me and I'm totally fine with it.

It sucks ass though that I'm going to have to go against Woods I think we're pretty evenly matched, but I could probably beat him. I'm guessing it'll be animal from the other tribe. So it's good company at least.

Honestly I'm not overly stressed about it, like I said I could have told you this would happen. And knowing this now I wouldn't change anything. Personally I'd rather go out playing my own game than be a puppet .. or muppet for someone else's game.

<3 C'est La Vie

[Brenda]

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See those all had to be on separate lines to fully get across the level of shock I'm feeling at the moment. I never for a second thought Nax would give me the amulet but I guess sometimes weird shit does happen eh?

I'm totally not taking any credit for this one, I talked to everyone I could pin down today and it was all about how great it was to play with them and how much I loved the chance and blah blah blah. Most of the time I meant it

I told Jermaine that I wouldn't vote for him ... which if I'm being honest here I totally should vote for him because it'll screw up Ricky's game ... but I can't because I actually like him and I guess you have to hold true to some people.

I really want to give the amulet to Animal but at the same time I don't want to end my game when it doesn't have to end

This sucks ... because now no matter what happens ... someone I like is going to be eliminated.

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