Post by Jermaine on Oct 2, 2013 4:54:22 GMT -5
Sooo, last TC was no huge shocker by any means.
BK left which I already fully expected to happen since Jedda had told me he wanted to get rid of him. Plus Joe also wanted BK gone, although he tried to run an overly elobrated plot to get the two of them to vote for each other. I told him it might blow up in his face given BK's history, so i guess he decided not to do that after all.
Anyways, the other TC, I sooooooooo had a feeling that Ricky was giving Quanz that amulet and sure enough, he did! Ricky was trying to gauge me on how much i trusted Quanz not too long ago so by doing this, he gets on good terms with Quanz and thus makes another potential ally. Oh and Woods was voted out...
Sorry but that guy ran his mouth....ALOT and at times it was about things he didnt necessarily have facts on. Like me being aligned with half the cast....dude I WISH! Then maybe I would feel secure in my spot in this game.
Anyways, as I see it now, im almost at the bottom of the group and with no solid alliance I have to come up with SOMETHING. Thats when I decided to go to Zack and share my concerns.
So I pretty much just told Zack he's never getting a vote from me...and I'll never try to get someone to vote for him. I'm putting ALOT of faith in him right now and for some reason....it makes me both calmer and more stressed. He basically has told me he has a mole inside the other alliance but he didnt really say who it was. I'm thinking its either got to be Nax or Nicole. The fact that he said he got rid of Lexi for talking about voting him out sent shivers down my spine tbh. He is ALOT more cunning and manipulative then I originally thought.
Anyways, me, him and Joe never really got to have our talk due to my schedule and the amount of time before the challenge started..
Speaking OF the IC.....
BK left which I already fully expected to happen since Jedda had told me he wanted to get rid of him. Plus Joe also wanted BK gone, although he tried to run an overly elobrated plot to get the two of them to vote for each other. I told him it might blow up in his face given BK's history, so i guess he decided not to do that after all.
Anyways, the other TC, I sooooooooo had a feeling that Ricky was giving Quanz that amulet and sure enough, he did! Ricky was trying to gauge me on how much i trusted Quanz not too long ago so by doing this, he gets on good terms with Quanz and thus makes another potential ally. Oh and Woods was voted out...
Sorry but that guy ran his mouth....ALOT and at times it was about things he didnt necessarily have facts on. Like me being aligned with half the cast....dude I WISH! Then maybe I would feel secure in my spot in this game.
Anyways, as I see it now, im almost at the bottom of the group and with no solid alliance I have to come up with SOMETHING. Thats when I decided to go to Zack and share my concerns.
[10/1/2013 7:44:39 AM] Jermainey: oh last night?
[10/1/2013 7:44:53 AM] Jermainey: I imagine there was a scramble
[10/1/2013 7:45:32 AM] Jermainey: BUTTT
[10/1/2013 7:45:48 AM] Jermainey: you are actually just the person i needed to speak with
[10/1/2013 7:50:55 AM] Zack: oh really O:
[10/1/2013 7:50:59 AM] Zack: ok *sits down*
[10/1/2013 7:56:36 AM] Jermainey: lol sorry
[10/1/2013 7:56:42 AM] Jermainey: I had to wash my face
[10/1/2013 7:56:56 AM] Jermainey: anywaysss
[10/1/2013 7:57:35 AM] Jermainey: soooo i have like this sinking suspicion
[10/1/2013 7:57:47 AM | Edited 7:57:56 AM] Jermainey: that this week, im gonna get targeted
[10/1/2013 7:58:15 AM] Jermainey: because i haven't claimed an alliance of any sort
[10/1/2013 7:59:03 AM] Jermainey: sooo i just wanted to know if you've heard anything
?
[10/1/2013 7:59:16 AM] Jermainey: id do puppy dog eyes but i dont think they have those
[10/1/2013 8:00:19 AM] Zack: I seriously have never heard anyone say anything bad about you besides that public argument where woods threw your name out
[10/1/2013 8:00:25 AM] Zack: but woods is crazy and gone soooo
[10/1/2013 8:00:49 AM] Jermainey: yeah but see, Ricky has been trying to get me to join his alliance
[10/1/2013 8:00:50 AM] Jermainey: and like
[10/1/2013 8:01:05 AM] Jermainey: ive sort of left that in limbo because i feel like if i join his crew
[10/1/2013 8:01:14 AM] Jermainey: they're just gonna dump me as soon as they wipe out their threats
[10/1/2013 8:01:24 AM] Jermainey: BUT
[10/1/2013 8:01:40 AM] Jermainey: if i don't join up....they're gonna get rid of me
[10/1/2013 8:01:59 AM] Zack: I was gonna say that, like why say no to something like that haha
[10/1/2013 8:02:12 AM] Jermainey: well thats just it....i haven't said no
[10/1/2013 8:02:21 AM] Jermainey: but i haven't said yes
[10/1/2013 8:02:32 AM] Zack: well you definitely shouldn't say no!
[10/1/2013 8:02:47 AM] Zack: because like you said they'll go after you
[10/1/2013 8:02:51 AM] Jermainey: its nerve wracking to say yes to an alliance where you only talk to like....one person out of it
[10/1/2013 8:03:43 AM] Jermainey: granted, i think they would go after Animal first but even if they do...id still be next on the hit list
[10/1/2013 8:04:02 AM] Zack: I think Nax and Nicole just talk to Ricky because I never hear anyone say they're close with them haha
[10/1/2013 8:04:32 AM] Zack: so I don't think it's like a personal thing against you if they aren't talking with you
[10/1/2013 8:04:48 AM] Jermainey: well yeah i don't take it personally but
[10/1/2013 8:05:01 AM] Jermainey: its pretty much like, they only come to me for a vote
[10/1/2013 8:05:19 AM] Jermainey: or help in challenge
[10/1/2013 8:05:29 AM] Zack: that's what people have to realize... those 3 are like a f3 that's not gonna break
[10/1/2013 8:05:52 AM] Jermainey: so I mean...its a lose/lose situation
[10/1/2013 8:06:56 AM] Zack: but still you should say yes I think because maybe they will protect you over other people (not to the f3 but at least for now), and maybe they'll talk a lot of strategy in there you know?
[10/1/2013 8:07:16 AM] Zack: their chat they have right now
[10/1/2013 8:07:34 AM] Zack: is so transparent that they are trying to find new people to sneak around with
[10/1/2013 8:07:59 AM] Jermainey: well granted, he's been trying to recruit me and joe
[10/1/2013 8:08:27 AM] Jermainey: and then i guess Jedda is just his partner...not really in the whole group
[10/1/2013 8:08:48 AM] Jermainey: butttt
[10/1/2013 8:08:55 AM] Jermainey: and this is just between me and you
[10/1/2013 8:09:21 AM] Jermainey: joe has told me that Nax has been whispering in his ear that he's tired of Ricky or w/e
[10/1/2013 8:09:32 AM] Jermainey: idk if its really true or not
[10/1/2013 8:09:36 AM] Zack: I really cannot believe that
[10/1/2013 8:09:43 AM] Jermainey: he might've just been venting to joe
[10/1/2013 8:09:44 AM] Zack: they are on call like every night
[10/1/2013 8:09:52 AM] Zack: according to people
[10/1/2013 8:09:55 AM] Jermainey: LOL my god
[10/1/2013 8:10:23 AM] Zack: but their cat got let out of the bag forever ago, so now they're just trying to bag up a new cat
[10/1/2013 8:10:43 AM] Jermainey: well after the Fei/Greg thing
[10/1/2013 8:10:51 AM] Jermainey: Nax pretty much said
[10/1/2013 8:10:59 AM] Jermainey: i should be thankful they kept me the first week
[10/1/2013 8:11:06 AM] Jermainey: in not so many words
[10/1/2013 8:11:38 AM] Jermainey: so i feel like, they think i will always owe them for that
[10/1/2013 8:12:02 AM] Zack: they want to make you feel like you're in debt to them yes
[10/1/2013 8:12:07 AM] Zack: they did it with brookie too
[10/1/2013 8:12:16 AM] Jermainey: and now since the amulet has been used on Quanz..
[10/1/2013 8:12:18 AM] Zack: when she was saved
[10/1/2013 8:12:25 AM] Jermainey: the same thing is gonna apply to him as well
[10/1/2013 8:13:23 AM] Zack: that's how Ricky works, since he does the work.
he saves you, then says "you owe me big time!", meaning "keep my group safe!"
[10/1/2013 8:13:58 AM] Jermainey: yea cause when Brenda used that amulet...i can only imagine the reactions
[10/1/2013 8:14:18 AM] Zack: I'm not gonna let the 3 of them cruise to the jury vote if I have anything to do about it
[10/1/2013 8:14:24 AM] Zack: we will look SO STUPID
[10/1/2013 8:14:56 AM] Jermainey: verry
[10/1/2013 8:15:19 AM] Jermainey: but like...i really don't wanna play the human target game again
[10/1/2013 8:15:27 AM] Zack: what does that mean
[10/1/2013 8:15:35 AM] Zack: oh I gotcha
[10/1/2013 8:15:37 AM] Zack: like the swords
[10/1/2013 8:15:39 AM] Jermainey: basically i get taken to TC
[10/1/2013 8:15:48 AM] Zack: yeah that's probably happening this time again
[10/1/2013 8:15:48 AM] Jermainey: and people always throw votes my way
[10/1/2013 8:16:50 AM] Zack: well I don't want to throw votes your way Jermaine, I don't think you're with them I believe you
[10/1/2013 8:17:04 AM] Jermainey: haha thankss
[10/1/2013 8:17:19 AM] Jermainey: i mean i didnt think you thought that
[10/1/2013 8:17:28 AM] Jermainey: but i didnt want to be the scapegoat
[10/1/2013 8:17:37 AM] Jermainey: for the next TC
[10/1/2013 8:18:34 AM] Jermainey: Nax promised me that they would get rid of Brooke at F10
[10/1/2013 8:18:43 AM] Jermainey: well not a promised, he just claimed it
[10/1/2013 8:19:11 AM] Jermainey: but im just sort of like....so then who is the target for F11?
[10/1/2013 8:19:14 AM] Zack: [Tuesday, October 01, 2013 8:17 AM] Jermainey:
<<< but i didnt want to be the scapegoat
for the next TCI had no control over that last vote, I don't control who goes
[10/1/2013 8:19:34 AM] Zack: that's Ricky and them right now
[10/1/2013 8:19:37 AM] Jermainey: oh im not saying you did...idk WHAT happened with that vote
[10/1/2013 8:20:05 AM] Jermainey: but i dont want like a hanky vote going your way and then people saying "oh Jermaine did it!"
[10/1/2013 8:20:43 AM] Zack: gotcha
[10/1/2013 8:21:16 AM] Jermainey: cause honestly, im never gonna vote for you or try to make someone else vote for you
[10/1/2013 8:21:42 AM] Jermainey: it would be dumb and pointless
[10/1/2013 8:22:07 AM] Jermainey: and I wouldnt have anyone else to talk about all the non survivor reality tv shows
[10/1/2013 8:23:09 AM] Jermainey: but all this morning, ive just been like "uggh" looking at who all is lieft and realizing that my number is coming up soon
[10/1/2013 8:23:22 AM] Zack: I feel the same way, something's gotta change up soon
[10/1/2013 8:24:18 AM] Zack: They wanted to get me out last tc
[10/1/2013 8:24:26 AM] Zack: But Quanz changed everything up
[10/1/2013 8:24:41 AM] Zack: But like you don't think people will talk and I'll hear this stuff?
[10/1/2013 8:24:41 AM] Jermainey: reallly??
[10/1/2013 8:24:54 AM] Jermainey: is that why you got that one random vote?
[10/1/2013 8:25:05 AM] Zack: mhm
[10/1/2013 8:25:20 AM] Jermainey: crazyyy
[10/1/2013 8:26:09 AM] Jermainey: see and I've told Ricky already that i don't fully trust Quanz....
[10/1/2013 8:26:16 AM] Jermainey: im sure that has been quoted
[10/1/2013 8:26:20 AM] Jermainey: pasted
[10/1/2013 8:26:24 AM] Jermainey: prnt scrn
[10/1/2013 8:26:30 AM] Jermainey: and everything else by now
[10/1/2013 8:26:45 AM] Zack: Trying to talk game with Ricky is pointless
[10/1/2013 8:26:57 AM] Zack: you may as well just have a group chat with Nax and Nicole
[10/1/2013 8:27:19 AM] Zack: literally whenever I talk with Ricky, 5 minutes later someone is telling me "heard you said _____"
[10/1/2013 8:27:31 AM] Jermainey:
[10/1/2013 8:27:39 AM] Zack: "from Nax, from Nicole, from Ricky"
[10/1/2013 8:27:44 AM] Zack: I've gotten it all
[10/1/2013 8:27:57 AM] Jermainey: lol i wish people did that with me >_>
[10/1/2013 8:28:10 AM] Jermainey: granted
[10/1/2013 8:28:17 AM] Zack: I would but people don't talk about you!!
[10/1/2013 8:28:37 AM] Jermainey: I may be overly paranoid
[10/1/2013 8:28:42 AM] Jermainey: but like, last time i heard
[10/1/2013 8:28:43 AM] Zack: we all are loooool
[10/1/2013 8:28:53 AM] Jermainey: last time i heard silence
[10/1/2013 8:29:10 AM] Jermainey: a person who had confided in me, got her ass booted
[10/1/2013 8:29:30 AM] Zack: not sure what you mean but ok??
[10/1/2013 8:29:41 AM] Jermainey: well last time nobody was talking to me
[10/1/2013 8:29:55 AM] Jermainey: it was cause something was going on that nobody wanted me to know about
[10/1/2013 8:30:40 AM] Zack: and then I'm guessing now I helped take out the trash 2 rounds ago?
[10/1/2013 8:30:44 AM] Jermainey: and that person (fei) had confided in me earlier that day that she didnt feel safe
[10/1/2013 8:30:49 AM] Zack: oh not lexi loool
[10/1/2013 8:31:14 AM] Jermainey: ohh lol, idk what went down with Lexi
[10/1/2013 8:31:38 AM] Jermainey: we never really talked after she tried to vote me out :\
[10/1/2013 8:31:55 AM] Zack: I thought she was with me
[10/1/2013 8:32:08 AM] Zack: but she was talking with Ricky's group about getting rid of me
[10/1/2013 8:32:14 AM] Zack: so I pulled her plug first
[10/1/2013 8:32:43 AM] Jermainey:
[10/1/2013 8:32:56 AM] Jermainey: they spilled the beanz to you?!?!
[10/1/2013 8:33:22 AM] Zack: well not ricky's group but someone in their group, hence why I said they're trying to find a new cat to bag ^_^
[10/1/2013 8:33:59 AM] Jermainey: oh shiiit
[10/1/2013 8:34:06 AM] Jermainey: i feel like even if i join up with them
[10/1/2013 8:34:13 AM] Jermainey: they're gonna make a seperate chat with me
[10/1/2013 8:34:17 AM] Jermainey: and keep theirs without me
[10/1/2013 8:34:28 AM] Zack: that is probably accurate if you ask me
[10/1/2013 8:34:37 AM | Edited 8:34:51 AM] Jermainey: thats how they did Fei and Greg
[10/1/2013 8:34:53 AM] Zack: they'll be like "we gotta all be on the same page so Jermaine has to go with us"
[10/1/2013 8:35:04 AM] Zack: so they all just happen to have the same idea
[10/1/2013 8:35:24 AM] Jermainey: well when we did that very first vote
[10/1/2013 8:35:33 AM] Jermainey: i tried so hard to get them to talk about it
[10/1/2013 8:35:39 AM] Jermainey: in the big group chat
[10/1/2013 8:35:52 AM] Jermainey: but they went and made a sidechat
[10/1/2013 8:36:14 AM] Jermainey: and to me it was odd that you wouldnt let your whole alliance know whats going on
[10/1/2013 8:36:37 AM] Zack: well they try to all say one thing, so everyone bandwagons onto their idea
[10/1/2013 8:37:13 AM] Zack: like if it was you and those 3
[10/1/2013 8:37:37 AM] Zack: wouldn't you feel like a crappy ally disagreeing with the other 3 people in your alliance about what to do when they are all on the same page?
[10/1/2013 8:37:48 AM] Jermainey: yuppp
[10/1/2013 8:38:03 AM] Jermainey: which is why i think they're trying to bring joe into it as well
[10/1/2013 8:38:21 AM] Zack: well we need to have a talk with him then it sounds like ^_^
[10/1/2013 8:38:40 AM] Jermainey: they know that me and joe have known each other for awhile and I think its a way to coax me in
[10/1/2013 8:39:02 AM] Jermainey: i think so too
[10/1/2013 8:39:28 AM] Jermainey: but
[10/1/2013 8:39:37 AM] Jermainey: and there is a HUGE but
[10/1/2013 8:39:55 AM] Zack: and that's fine, you've both been alumni for a bit and probably were talking about things in the alumni chats and such
[10/1/2013 8:40:20 AM] Jermainey: well we knew each other before he played isurvivor
[10/1/2013 8:40:27 AM] Zack: ohhh I see
[10/1/2013 8:40:28 AM] Jermainey: cause we met in another game
[10/1/2013 8:40:38 AM | Edited 8:40:42 AM] Zack: anyways the HUGE but
[10/1/2013 8:40:42 AM] Jermainey: oh yes
[10/1/2013 8:40:58 AM] Jermainey: so heres another truth.com moment
[10/1/2013 8:41:07 AM] Zack: truthbomb.com
[10/1/2013 8:41:14 AM] Jermainey: we came into the game aligned
[10/1/2013 8:41:27 AM] Jermainey: and tbh, i don't think he's committed to it
[10/1/2013 8:41:44 AM] Zack: hmm :/
[10/1/2013 8:41:48 AM] Zack: well I can say I trust Joe
[10/1/2013 8:42:03 AM] Jermainey: but once again i may just be over paranoying
[10/1/2013 8:42:13 AM] Zack: "paranoying"
[10/1/2013 8:42:24 AM] Jermainey: i feel like i fucked that word up
[10/1/2013 8:42:35 AM] Zack: I don't think that word exists looool
[10/1/2013 8:42:48 AM] Jermainey: i combined paranoid and annoying
[10/1/2013 8:42:57 AM] Zack: hahaha
[10/1/2013 8:43:14 AM | Edited 8:43:19 AM] Zack: but really I think a talk with us would help out you two
[10/1/2013 8:43:20 AM] Jermainey: idk...ive been thinking way too much this morning and its driving me nuts
[10/1/2013 8:43:35 AM] Jermainey: yeahhh
[10/1/2013 8:43:51 AM] Zack: if you think there's any problems and you're not on the same page, a talk like that can put you on the same page
[10/1/2013 8:44:06 AM] Zack: and worst case scenario, you'll find out soon if you're not on the same page
[10/1/2013 8:44:32 AM] Jermainey: well originally i think i thought we'd catch each other everyday
[10/1/2013 8:44:40 AM] Jermainey: catch up on whats happening, etc
[10/1/2013 8:45:02 AM] Jermainey: but it hasn't gone that way and I've spent the most time talking to you
[10/1/2013 8:45:34 AM] Jermainey: so it did make me uneasy
[10/1/2013 8:46:07 AM] Zack: he may just be busy you never know
[10/1/2013 8:46:32 AM] Zack: I think you both can be on the same page from what I've heard from the both of you
[10/1/2013 8:46:39 AM] Jermainey: which is true, our schedules are kind of opposite
[10/1/2013 8:47:34 AM] Jermainey: lol i guess im just being needy
[10/1/2013 8:47:52 AM] Zack: we will talk with him, alright? this will be a good thing.
[10/1/2013 8:48:32 AM] Jermainey: hahaha why do i feel like youre a counselor taking me to couples therapy
[10/1/2013 8:49:19 AM] Zack: well it can be therapy if you want it to! if you want to let him know you don't feel as close with him you can :
[10/1/2013 8:49:22 AM] Zack:
[10/1/2013 8:50:31 AM] Jermainey: meh i think we can leave all that stuff out :x
[10/1/2013 8:50:38 AM] Zack: alright
[10/1/2013 8:50:47 AM] Zack: I was gonna say I'm no t a therapist but I can try
[10/1/2013 8:50:58 AM] Jermainey: it might rub him the wrong way that i talked to you about it :x
[10/1/2013 8:51:13 AM] Zack: I getcha
[10/1/2013 8:52:45 AM] Zack: so do you wanna do that today like before the challenge?
[10/1/2013 8:53:23 AM] Jermainey: idk if we'll have time
[10/1/2013 8:53:29 AM] Zack: well actually
[10/1/2013 8:53:31 AM] Jermainey: i dont get off work till 6:30
[10/1/2013 8:53:45 AM] Jermainey: challenge starts at 7pm my time
[10/1/2013 8:53:47 AM] Zack: would you rather just talk to him 1 on 1, don't know if you want him to know you talked to me about it
[10/1/2013 8:53:51 AM] Zack: ooooh...
[10/1/2013 8:54:34 AM | Edited 8:54:47 AM] Jermainey: hmmm...well
[10/1/2013 8:54:40 AM] Jermainey: uggh fml
[10/1/2013 8:55:05 AM] Zack: your choice
[10/1/2013 8:55:32 AM] Jermainey: really the only thing i need to talk with him about is the concerns of joining the ricky, nax, nicole trifecta
[10/1/2013 8:55:51 AM] Zack: mhm
[10/1/2013 8:55:55 AM] Jermainey: i mean
[10/1/2013 8:55:58 AM] Zack: and I'm not involved with that at all lol
[10/1/2013 8:56:03 AM] Jermainey: he already advised me
[10/1/2013 8:56:07 AM] Jermainey: that i should join
[10/1/2013 8:56:12 AM] Zack: and I agree
[10/1/2013 8:56:25 AM] Zack: but just because you're "with them" doesn't mean you're with them
[10/1/2013 8:56:45 AM] Jermainey: haha true, cause i maen, they'll exclude me anyways
[10/1/2013 8:57:27 AM] Zack: that trifecta will not make it to the f5 or whatever because then this'll be one hell of a flop of a season
[10/1/2013 8:58:18 AM] Zack: like you don't say "brookie's getting 10th" if you're working with her, it's just stupid
[10/1/2013 8:58:24 AM] Zack: they think they've got everyone
[10/1/2013 8:58:51 AM] Jermainey: LOL
[10/1/2013 8:59:00 AM] Jermainey: well look at you
[10/1/2013 8:59:43 AM] Jermainey: blah, well i gotta get readoy to head to work
[10/1/2013 8:59:53 AM] Jermainey: ill catch you later tonight!
[10/1/2013 9:00:00 AM] Zack: alright cya later (wave)
[10/1/2013 7:44:53 AM] Jermainey: I imagine there was a scramble
[10/1/2013 7:45:32 AM] Jermainey: BUTTT
[10/1/2013 7:45:48 AM] Jermainey: you are actually just the person i needed to speak with
[10/1/2013 7:50:55 AM] Zack: oh really O:
[10/1/2013 7:50:59 AM] Zack: ok *sits down*
[10/1/2013 7:56:36 AM] Jermainey: lol sorry
[10/1/2013 7:56:42 AM] Jermainey: I had to wash my face
[10/1/2013 7:56:56 AM] Jermainey: anywaysss
[10/1/2013 7:57:35 AM] Jermainey: soooo i have like this sinking suspicion
[10/1/2013 7:57:47 AM | Edited 7:57:56 AM] Jermainey: that this week, im gonna get targeted
[10/1/2013 7:58:15 AM] Jermainey: because i haven't claimed an alliance of any sort
[10/1/2013 7:59:03 AM] Jermainey: sooo i just wanted to know if you've heard anything
?[10/1/2013 7:59:16 AM] Jermainey: id do puppy dog eyes but i dont think they have those
[10/1/2013 8:00:19 AM] Zack: I seriously have never heard anyone say anything bad about you besides that public argument where woods threw your name out
[10/1/2013 8:00:25 AM] Zack: but woods is crazy and gone soooo
[10/1/2013 8:00:49 AM] Jermainey: yeah but see, Ricky has been trying to get me to join his alliance
[10/1/2013 8:00:50 AM] Jermainey: and like
[10/1/2013 8:01:05 AM] Jermainey: ive sort of left that in limbo because i feel like if i join his crew
[10/1/2013 8:01:14 AM] Jermainey: they're just gonna dump me as soon as they wipe out their threats
[10/1/2013 8:01:24 AM] Jermainey: BUT
[10/1/2013 8:01:40 AM] Jermainey: if i don't join up....they're gonna get rid of me
[10/1/2013 8:01:59 AM] Zack: I was gonna say that, like why say no to something like that haha
[10/1/2013 8:02:12 AM] Jermainey: well thats just it....i haven't said no
[10/1/2013 8:02:21 AM] Jermainey: but i haven't said yes
[10/1/2013 8:02:32 AM] Zack: well you definitely shouldn't say no!
[10/1/2013 8:02:47 AM] Zack: because like you said they'll go after you
[10/1/2013 8:02:51 AM] Jermainey: its nerve wracking to say yes to an alliance where you only talk to like....one person out of it
[10/1/2013 8:03:43 AM] Jermainey: granted, i think they would go after Animal first but even if they do...id still be next on the hit list
[10/1/2013 8:04:02 AM] Zack: I think Nax and Nicole just talk to Ricky because I never hear anyone say they're close with them haha
[10/1/2013 8:04:32 AM] Zack: so I don't think it's like a personal thing against you if they aren't talking with you
[10/1/2013 8:04:48 AM] Jermainey: well yeah i don't take it personally but
[10/1/2013 8:05:01 AM] Jermainey: its pretty much like, they only come to me for a vote
[10/1/2013 8:05:19 AM] Jermainey: or help in challenge
[10/1/2013 8:05:29 AM] Zack: that's what people have to realize... those 3 are like a f3 that's not gonna break
[10/1/2013 8:05:52 AM] Jermainey: so I mean...its a lose/lose situation
[10/1/2013 8:06:56 AM] Zack: but still you should say yes I think because maybe they will protect you over other people (not to the f3 but at least for now), and maybe they'll talk a lot of strategy in there you know?
[10/1/2013 8:07:16 AM] Zack: their chat they have right now
[10/1/2013 8:07:34 AM] Zack: is so transparent that they are trying to find new people to sneak around with
[10/1/2013 8:07:59 AM] Jermainey: well granted, he's been trying to recruit me and joe
[10/1/2013 8:08:27 AM] Jermainey: and then i guess Jedda is just his partner...not really in the whole group
[10/1/2013 8:08:48 AM] Jermainey: butttt
[10/1/2013 8:08:55 AM] Jermainey: and this is just between me and you
[10/1/2013 8:09:21 AM] Jermainey: joe has told me that Nax has been whispering in his ear that he's tired of Ricky or w/e
[10/1/2013 8:09:32 AM] Jermainey: idk if its really true or not
[10/1/2013 8:09:36 AM] Zack: I really cannot believe that
[10/1/2013 8:09:43 AM] Jermainey: he might've just been venting to joe
[10/1/2013 8:09:44 AM] Zack: they are on call like every night
[10/1/2013 8:09:52 AM] Zack: according to people
[10/1/2013 8:09:55 AM] Jermainey: LOL my god
[10/1/2013 8:10:23 AM] Zack: but their cat got let out of the bag forever ago, so now they're just trying to bag up a new cat
[10/1/2013 8:10:43 AM] Jermainey: well after the Fei/Greg thing
[10/1/2013 8:10:51 AM] Jermainey: Nax pretty much said
[10/1/2013 8:10:59 AM] Jermainey: i should be thankful they kept me the first week
[10/1/2013 8:11:06 AM] Jermainey: in not so many words
[10/1/2013 8:11:38 AM] Jermainey: so i feel like, they think i will always owe them for that
[10/1/2013 8:12:02 AM] Zack: they want to make you feel like you're in debt to them yes
[10/1/2013 8:12:07 AM] Zack: they did it with brookie too
[10/1/2013 8:12:16 AM] Jermainey: and now since the amulet has been used on Quanz..
[10/1/2013 8:12:18 AM] Zack: when she was saved
[10/1/2013 8:12:25 AM] Jermainey: the same thing is gonna apply to him as well
[10/1/2013 8:13:23 AM] Zack: that's how Ricky works, since he does the work.
he saves you, then says "you owe me big time!", meaning "keep my group safe!"
[10/1/2013 8:13:58 AM] Jermainey: yea cause when Brenda used that amulet...i can only imagine the reactions
[10/1/2013 8:14:18 AM] Zack: I'm not gonna let the 3 of them cruise to the jury vote if I have anything to do about it
[10/1/2013 8:14:24 AM] Zack: we will look SO STUPID
[10/1/2013 8:14:56 AM] Jermainey: verry
[10/1/2013 8:15:19 AM] Jermainey: but like...i really don't wanna play the human target game again
[10/1/2013 8:15:27 AM] Zack: what does that mean
[10/1/2013 8:15:35 AM] Zack: oh I gotcha
[10/1/2013 8:15:37 AM] Zack: like the swords
[10/1/2013 8:15:39 AM] Jermainey: basically i get taken to TC
[10/1/2013 8:15:48 AM] Zack: yeah that's probably happening this time again
[10/1/2013 8:15:48 AM] Jermainey: and people always throw votes my way
[10/1/2013 8:16:50 AM] Zack: well I don't want to throw votes your way Jermaine, I don't think you're with them I believe you
[10/1/2013 8:17:04 AM] Jermainey: haha thankss
[10/1/2013 8:17:19 AM] Jermainey: i mean i didnt think you thought that
[10/1/2013 8:17:28 AM] Jermainey: but i didnt want to be the scapegoat
[10/1/2013 8:17:37 AM] Jermainey: for the next TC
[10/1/2013 8:18:34 AM] Jermainey: Nax promised me that they would get rid of Brooke at F10
[10/1/2013 8:18:43 AM] Jermainey: well not a promised, he just claimed it
[10/1/2013 8:19:11 AM] Jermainey: but im just sort of like....so then who is the target for F11?
[10/1/2013 8:19:14 AM] Zack: [Tuesday, October 01, 2013 8:17 AM] Jermainey:
<<< but i didnt want to be the scapegoat
for the next TCI had no control over that last vote, I don't control who goes
[10/1/2013 8:19:34 AM] Zack: that's Ricky and them right now
[10/1/2013 8:19:37 AM] Jermainey: oh im not saying you did...idk WHAT happened with that vote
[10/1/2013 8:20:05 AM] Jermainey: but i dont want like a hanky vote going your way and then people saying "oh Jermaine did it!"
[10/1/2013 8:20:43 AM] Zack: gotcha
[10/1/2013 8:21:16 AM] Jermainey: cause honestly, im never gonna vote for you or try to make someone else vote for you
[10/1/2013 8:21:42 AM] Jermainey: it would be dumb and pointless
[10/1/2013 8:22:07 AM] Jermainey: and I wouldnt have anyone else to talk about all the non survivor reality tv shows
[10/1/2013 8:23:09 AM] Jermainey: but all this morning, ive just been like "uggh" looking at who all is lieft and realizing that my number is coming up soon
[10/1/2013 8:23:22 AM] Zack: I feel the same way, something's gotta change up soon
[10/1/2013 8:24:18 AM] Zack: They wanted to get me out last tc
[10/1/2013 8:24:26 AM] Zack: But Quanz changed everything up
[10/1/2013 8:24:41 AM] Zack: But like you don't think people will talk and I'll hear this stuff?
[10/1/2013 8:24:41 AM] Jermainey: reallly??
[10/1/2013 8:24:54 AM] Jermainey: is that why you got that one random vote?
[10/1/2013 8:25:05 AM] Zack: mhm
[10/1/2013 8:25:20 AM] Jermainey: crazyyy
[10/1/2013 8:26:09 AM] Jermainey: see and I've told Ricky already that i don't fully trust Quanz....
[10/1/2013 8:26:16 AM] Jermainey: im sure that has been quoted
[10/1/2013 8:26:20 AM] Jermainey: pasted
[10/1/2013 8:26:24 AM] Jermainey: prnt scrn
[10/1/2013 8:26:30 AM] Jermainey: and everything else by now
[10/1/2013 8:26:45 AM] Zack: Trying to talk game with Ricky is pointless
[10/1/2013 8:26:57 AM] Zack: you may as well just have a group chat with Nax and Nicole
[10/1/2013 8:27:19 AM] Zack: literally whenever I talk with Ricky, 5 minutes later someone is telling me "heard you said _____"
[10/1/2013 8:27:31 AM] Jermainey:
[10/1/2013 8:27:39 AM] Zack: "from Nax, from Nicole, from Ricky"
[10/1/2013 8:27:44 AM] Zack: I've gotten it all
[10/1/2013 8:27:57 AM] Jermainey: lol i wish people did that with me >_>
[10/1/2013 8:28:10 AM] Jermainey: granted
[10/1/2013 8:28:17 AM] Zack: I would but people don't talk about you!!
[10/1/2013 8:28:37 AM] Jermainey: I may be overly paranoid
[10/1/2013 8:28:42 AM] Jermainey: but like, last time i heard
[10/1/2013 8:28:43 AM] Zack: we all are loooool
[10/1/2013 8:28:53 AM] Jermainey: last time i heard silence
[10/1/2013 8:29:10 AM] Jermainey: a person who had confided in me, got her ass booted
[10/1/2013 8:29:30 AM] Zack: not sure what you mean but ok??
[10/1/2013 8:29:41 AM] Jermainey: well last time nobody was talking to me
[10/1/2013 8:29:55 AM] Jermainey: it was cause something was going on that nobody wanted me to know about
[10/1/2013 8:30:40 AM] Zack: and then I'm guessing now I helped take out the trash 2 rounds ago?
[10/1/2013 8:30:44 AM] Jermainey: and that person (fei) had confided in me earlier that day that she didnt feel safe
[10/1/2013 8:30:49 AM] Zack: oh not lexi loool
[10/1/2013 8:31:14 AM] Jermainey: ohh lol, idk what went down with Lexi
[10/1/2013 8:31:38 AM] Jermainey: we never really talked after she tried to vote me out :\
[10/1/2013 8:31:55 AM] Zack: I thought she was with me
[10/1/2013 8:32:08 AM] Zack: but she was talking with Ricky's group about getting rid of me
[10/1/2013 8:32:14 AM] Zack: so I pulled her plug first
[10/1/2013 8:32:43 AM] Jermainey:
[10/1/2013 8:32:56 AM] Jermainey: they spilled the beanz to you?!?!
[10/1/2013 8:33:22 AM] Zack: well not ricky's group but someone in their group, hence why I said they're trying to find a new cat to bag ^_^
[10/1/2013 8:33:59 AM] Jermainey: oh shiiit
[10/1/2013 8:34:06 AM] Jermainey: i feel like even if i join up with them
[10/1/2013 8:34:13 AM] Jermainey: they're gonna make a seperate chat with me
[10/1/2013 8:34:17 AM] Jermainey: and keep theirs without me
[10/1/2013 8:34:28 AM] Zack: that is probably accurate if you ask me
[10/1/2013 8:34:37 AM | Edited 8:34:51 AM] Jermainey: thats how they did Fei and Greg
[10/1/2013 8:34:53 AM] Zack: they'll be like "we gotta all be on the same page so Jermaine has to go with us"
[10/1/2013 8:35:04 AM] Zack: so they all just happen to have the same idea
[10/1/2013 8:35:24 AM] Jermainey: well when we did that very first vote
[10/1/2013 8:35:33 AM] Jermainey: i tried so hard to get them to talk about it
[10/1/2013 8:35:39 AM] Jermainey: in the big group chat
[10/1/2013 8:35:52 AM] Jermainey: but they went and made a sidechat
[10/1/2013 8:36:14 AM] Jermainey: and to me it was odd that you wouldnt let your whole alliance know whats going on
[10/1/2013 8:36:37 AM] Zack: well they try to all say one thing, so everyone bandwagons onto their idea
[10/1/2013 8:37:13 AM] Zack: like if it was you and those 3
[10/1/2013 8:37:37 AM] Zack: wouldn't you feel like a crappy ally disagreeing with the other 3 people in your alliance about what to do when they are all on the same page?
[10/1/2013 8:37:48 AM] Jermainey: yuppp
[10/1/2013 8:38:03 AM] Jermainey: which is why i think they're trying to bring joe into it as well
[10/1/2013 8:38:21 AM] Zack: well we need to have a talk with him then it sounds like ^_^
[10/1/2013 8:38:40 AM] Jermainey: they know that me and joe have known each other for awhile and I think its a way to coax me in
[10/1/2013 8:39:02 AM] Jermainey: i think so too
[10/1/2013 8:39:28 AM] Jermainey: but
[10/1/2013 8:39:37 AM] Jermainey: and there is a HUGE but
[10/1/2013 8:39:55 AM] Zack: and that's fine, you've both been alumni for a bit and probably were talking about things in the alumni chats and such
[10/1/2013 8:40:20 AM] Jermainey: well we knew each other before he played isurvivor
[10/1/2013 8:40:27 AM] Zack: ohhh I see
[10/1/2013 8:40:28 AM] Jermainey: cause we met in another game
[10/1/2013 8:40:38 AM | Edited 8:40:42 AM] Zack: anyways the HUGE but
[10/1/2013 8:40:42 AM] Jermainey: oh yes
[10/1/2013 8:40:58 AM] Jermainey: so heres another truth.com moment
[10/1/2013 8:41:07 AM] Zack: truthbomb.com
[10/1/2013 8:41:14 AM] Jermainey: we came into the game aligned
[10/1/2013 8:41:27 AM] Jermainey: and tbh, i don't think he's committed to it
[10/1/2013 8:41:44 AM] Zack: hmm :/
[10/1/2013 8:41:48 AM] Zack: well I can say I trust Joe
[10/1/2013 8:42:03 AM] Jermainey: but once again i may just be over paranoying
[10/1/2013 8:42:13 AM] Zack: "paranoying"
[10/1/2013 8:42:24 AM] Jermainey: i feel like i fucked that word up
[10/1/2013 8:42:35 AM] Zack: I don't think that word exists looool
[10/1/2013 8:42:48 AM] Jermainey: i combined paranoid and annoying
[10/1/2013 8:42:57 AM] Zack: hahaha
[10/1/2013 8:43:14 AM | Edited 8:43:19 AM] Zack: but really I think a talk with us would help out you two
[10/1/2013 8:43:20 AM] Jermainey: idk...ive been thinking way too much this morning and its driving me nuts
[10/1/2013 8:43:35 AM] Jermainey: yeahhh
[10/1/2013 8:43:51 AM] Zack: if you think there's any problems and you're not on the same page, a talk like that can put you on the same page
[10/1/2013 8:44:06 AM] Zack: and worst case scenario, you'll find out soon if you're not on the same page
[10/1/2013 8:44:32 AM] Jermainey: well originally i think i thought we'd catch each other everyday
[10/1/2013 8:44:40 AM] Jermainey: catch up on whats happening, etc
[10/1/2013 8:45:02 AM] Jermainey: but it hasn't gone that way and I've spent the most time talking to you
[10/1/2013 8:45:34 AM] Jermainey: so it did make me uneasy
[10/1/2013 8:46:07 AM] Zack: he may just be busy you never know
[10/1/2013 8:46:32 AM] Zack: I think you both can be on the same page from what I've heard from the both of you
[10/1/2013 8:46:39 AM] Jermainey: which is true, our schedules are kind of opposite
[10/1/2013 8:47:34 AM] Jermainey: lol i guess im just being needy
[10/1/2013 8:47:52 AM] Zack: we will talk with him, alright?
this will be a good thing.[10/1/2013 8:48:32 AM] Jermainey: hahaha why do i feel like youre a counselor taking me to couples therapy
[10/1/2013 8:49:19 AM] Zack: well it can be therapy if you want it to! if you want to let him know you don't feel as close with him you can :
[10/1/2013 8:49:22 AM] Zack:
[10/1/2013 8:50:31 AM] Jermainey: meh i think we can leave all that stuff out :x
[10/1/2013 8:50:38 AM] Zack: alright
[10/1/2013 8:50:47 AM] Zack: I was gonna say I'm no t a therapist but I can try
[10/1/2013 8:50:58 AM] Jermainey: it might rub him the wrong way that i talked to you about it :x
[10/1/2013 8:51:13 AM] Zack: I getcha
[10/1/2013 8:52:45 AM] Zack: so do you wanna do that today like before the challenge?
[10/1/2013 8:53:23 AM] Jermainey: idk if we'll have time
[10/1/2013 8:53:29 AM] Zack: well actually
[10/1/2013 8:53:31 AM] Jermainey: i dont get off work till 6:30
[10/1/2013 8:53:45 AM] Jermainey: challenge starts at 7pm my time
[10/1/2013 8:53:47 AM] Zack: would you rather just talk to him 1 on 1, don't know if you want him to know you talked to me about it
[10/1/2013 8:53:51 AM] Zack: ooooh...
[10/1/2013 8:54:34 AM | Edited 8:54:47 AM] Jermainey: hmmm...well
[10/1/2013 8:54:40 AM] Jermainey: uggh fml
[10/1/2013 8:55:05 AM] Zack: your choice
[10/1/2013 8:55:32 AM] Jermainey: really the only thing i need to talk with him about is the concerns of joining the ricky, nax, nicole trifecta
[10/1/2013 8:55:51 AM] Zack: mhm
[10/1/2013 8:55:55 AM] Jermainey: i mean
[10/1/2013 8:55:58 AM] Zack: and I'm not involved with that at all lol
[10/1/2013 8:56:03 AM] Jermainey: he already advised me
[10/1/2013 8:56:07 AM] Jermainey: that i should join
[10/1/2013 8:56:12 AM] Zack: and I agree
[10/1/2013 8:56:25 AM] Zack: but just because you're "with them" doesn't mean you're with them
[10/1/2013 8:56:45 AM] Jermainey: haha true, cause i maen, they'll exclude me anyways
[10/1/2013 8:57:27 AM] Zack: that trifecta will not make it to the f5 or whatever because then this'll be one hell of a flop of a season
[10/1/2013 8:58:18 AM] Zack: like you don't say "brookie's getting 10th" if you're working with her, it's just stupid
[10/1/2013 8:58:24 AM] Zack: they think they've got everyone
[10/1/2013 8:58:51 AM] Jermainey: LOL
[10/1/2013 8:59:00 AM] Jermainey: well look at you
[10/1/2013 8:59:43 AM] Jermainey: blah, well i gotta get readoy to head to work
[10/1/2013 8:59:53 AM] Jermainey: ill catch you later tonight!
[10/1/2013 9:00:00 AM] Zack: alright cya later (wave)
So I pretty much just told Zack he's never getting a vote from me...and I'll never try to get someone to vote for him. I'm putting ALOT of faith in him right now and for some reason....it makes me both calmer and more stressed. He basically has told me he has a mole inside the other alliance but he didnt really say who it was. I'm thinking its either got to be Nax or Nicole. The fact that he said he got rid of Lexi for talking about voting him out sent shivers down my spine tbh. He is ALOT more cunning and manipulative then I originally thought.
Anyways, me, him and Joe never really got to have our talk due to my schedule and the amount of time before the challenge started..
Speaking OF the IC.....
