[9/22/2013 7:41:24 PM] Ricky: you and i need to talk later
[9/22/2013 7:41:31 PM] Ricky: cause obvi this is prob not what we discussed
[9/22/2013 7:41:32 PM] Ricky: lolololol
[9/22/2013 7:41:41 PM] Jermainey: we didnt discuss anything >_>
[9/22/2013 7:41:48 PM] Jermainey: and now im like super paranoid
[9/22/2013 7:41:56 PM] Ricky: we had a 7 person alliance
[9/22/2013 7:42:00 PM] Jermainey: the only reason im so calm is cause im eating a hamburger
[9/22/2013 7:42:14 PM] Jermainey: but yessir
[9/22/2013 7:42:22 PM] Ricky: i know you were close to them
[9/22/2013 7:42:23 PM] Ricky: they had like
[9/22/2013 7:42:25 PM] Ricky: so many alliances
[9/22/2013 7:42:41 PM] Jermainey: Fei anyways :[
[9/22/2013 9:43:31 PM] Ricky: I like you.
[9/22/2013 9:43:36 PM] Ricky: I just thought they were double dealing.
[9/22/2013 9:43:42 PM] Ricky: im sure you knew that, they ACTUALLY trusted you.
[9/22/2013 9:43:47 PM] Ricky: but i trust you / fought for you so I hope you know
[9/22/2013 9:43:52 PM] Ricky: It was nothing against you
[9/22/2013 9:43:57 PM] Ricky: i dont want you to feel like backstabbed
[9/22/2013 9:44:13 PM] Jermainey: well I won't say i feel backstabbed
[9/22/2013 9:44:16 PM] Jermainey: since essentially
[9/22/2013 9:44:21 PM] Jermainey: nobody lied to me
[9/22/2013 9:44:31 PM] Jermainey: but like, nobody told me a THING
[9/22/2013 9:45:06 PM] Jermainey: which I though was odd considering how active everyone was
[9/22/2013 9:45:12 PM] Jermainey: for the challenge
[9/22/2013 9:45:33 PM] Jermainey: but like, now i feel like i got left out in the cold and the group just moved on without me
[9/22/2013 9:48:10 PM] Ricky: I didn't feel like you'd apprecioate the plan
[9/22/2013 9:48:13 PM] Ricky: it wasnt just mine.
[9/22/2013 9:48:28 PM] Ricky: but i figured i do it with others and no blood on you and no way you or anyone else could stop it.
[9/22/2013 9:48:39 PM] Ricky: they were double dealing and me and greg have history without even knowing each other
[9/22/2013 9:48:45 PM] Ricky: i really didnt feel comfortable
[9/22/2013 9:49:17 PM] Jermainey: I've spoken with David about it as well, and its like he named everyone who was "aligned" except me
[9/22/2013 9:49:48 PM] Jermainey: for some reason there was this misconception that I had strong ties with Greg and Fei
[9/22/2013 9:50:05 PM] Jermainey: yes, me and Fei got closer in this game since we spoke daily
[9/22/2013 9:50:26 PM] Jermainey: but i mean, it just sucks to know that you aren't trusted
[9/22/2013 9:51:03 PM] Jermainey: and even worse, Brookie stays in the game
[9/22/2013 9:51:04 PM] Jermainey: uggh
[9/22/2013 9:51:06 PM] Ricky: Well I trust you, just not with that move.
[9/22/2013 9:51:08 PM] Ricky: and you wer ein brahim
[9/22/2013 9:51:22 PM] Jermainey: which is why i don't understand
[9/22/2013 9:51:28 PM] Jermainey: why Nicole got brought into it
[9/22/2013 9:52:31 PM] Ricky: Nicole was a big part of the plan
[9/22/2013 9:52:34 PM] Ricky: like at the beginning
[9/22/2013 9:52:37 PM] Ricky: thats why she was in on it
[9/22/2013 9:52:41 PM] Ricky: she wanted them gone
[9/22/2013 9:52:48 PM] Ricky: she was in the initial i dont feel comfortable talk
[9/22/2013 9:53:57 PM] Jermainey: so why was it determined that i was untrustworthy?
[9/22/2013 9:54:15 PM] Jermainey: i mean you say you trust me, david made it seem like he did
[9/22/2013 9:54:30 PM] Jermainey: and yet im like.....left out lol
[9/22/2013 9:54:52 PM] Jermainey: idk, i guess im taking it too personally
[9/22/2013 9:54:57 PM] Ricky: its not about trust
[9/22/2013 9:55:01 PM] Ricky: it was about getting it done
[9/22/2013 9:55:07 PM] Ricky: i like you. i want to trust you.
[9/22/2013 9:55:11 PM] Ricky: i think im insecure
[9/22/2013 9:55:17 PM] Ricky: i dont think bitches like me to be honest
[9/22/2013 9:55:34 PM] Jermainey: why is that?
[9/22/2013 9:56:09 PM] Jermainey: i mean you have to know people like gravitate towards you
[9/22/2013 9:56:10 PM] Ricky: no one talks to me.
[9/22/2013 9:56:18 PM] Ricky: like nicole david jedda and lexi
[9/22/2013 9:56:19 PM] Ricky: do
[9/22/2013 9:56:21 PM] Ricky: brookie not even
[9/22/2013 9:56:26 PM] Ricky: thats like it. and i think you and i are good
[9/22/2013 9:56:34 PM] Ricky: but i just got worried that we had a roadblock
[9/22/2013 9:56:37 PM] Ricky: cause of greg and fei
[9/22/2013 9:56:44 PM] Ricky: cause i think you're awesome, we're likeminded personality wise
[9/22/2013 9:56:49 PM] Ricky: and in a perfect world -- i want to work with you.
[9/22/2013 9:58:04 PM] Jermainey: well i guess i haven't been the most forthcoming with conversation
[9/22/2013 9:58:09 PM] Jermainey: with pretty much anyone
[9/22/2013 9:58:16 PM] Ricky: I feel like you've been busy
[9/22/2013 9:58:20 PM] Ricky: but i felt after going to TC with you
[9/22/2013 9:58:24 PM] Ricky: i feel like we know we can trust each other
[9/22/2013 9:58:30 PM] Ricky: but i just didnt trust fei or greg
[9/22/2013 9:58:32 PM] Ricky: and i wanted them gone
[9/22/2013 9:58:37 PM] Ricky: there was too much back story with greg
[9/22/2013 9:58:40 PM] Ricky: and fei was aligned with everyone
[9/22/2013 9:59:30 PM] Jermainey: granted, this afternoon of all times, she decided to drop the bombshell on me that she knew they were wanting to get me out at the first TC
[9/22/2013 9:59:51 PM] Jermainey: idk why she sat on that info
[9/22/2013 9:59:59 PM] Ricky: she was aligned with jeffy brookie and lexie
[9/22/2013 10:00:05 PM] Ricky: whether that be a true alliance or not
[9/22/2013 10:00:07 PM] Ricky: she had deals with them
[9/22/2013 10:00:32 PM] Jermainey: yeah, she waited until today to tell me that they tried to get her to join them
[9/22/2013 10:00:50 PM] Jermainey: i guess she caught wind of the fact
[9/22/2013 10:00:59 PM] Jermainey: that you guys were suspicious of her
[9/22/2013 10:01:39 PM] Ricky: I think I stopped talking to her
[9/22/2013 10:02:40 PM] Jermainey: im just irritated that Brookie has been left in this game :\
[9/22/2013 10:02:51 PM] Ricky: Brookies tactics ARE NOT okay
[9/22/2013 10:02:59 PM] Ricky: but i think shes stopping and shes ----always---- going to be a target
[9/22/2013 10:03:10 PM] Jermainey: i can only imagine what disgusting thing shes going to say next
[9/22/2013 10:03:28 PM] Jermainey: anytime she feels threatened, shes going to act out
[9/22/2013 10:04:27 PM] Jermainey: i mean, i can take anything people online throw at me because i never let them know my insecurities
[9/22/2013 10:04:29 PM] Jermainey: but
[9/22/2013 10:04:58 PM] Jermainey: it still just sucks that i have to deal with these types of remarks
[9/22/2013 10:05:00 PM] Jermainey: again
[9/22/2013 10:05:07 PM] Jermainey: in yet another game
[9/22/2013 10:06:43 PM] Jermainey: and to be totally honest, part of the reason i stopped playing these games for so long was because of how many different times i got attacked over my race
[9/22/2013 10:07:16 PM] Jermainey: like i told David, i know people are gonna come at me with w/e possible
[9/22/2013 10:07:29 PM] Jermainey: to upset me, irritate me, etc
[9/22/2013 10:08:13 PM] Jermainey: it just sucks that people like her continue to stay in this game
[9/22/2013 10:08:19 PM] Jermainey: *gets off high horse*
[9/22/2013 10:08:27 PM] Ricky: Her days are numbered
[9/22/2013 10:09:12 PM] Jermainey: well hopefully that number is smaller then mine
[9/22/2013 10:09:52 PM] Ricky: it is
[9/22/2013 10:09:57 PM] Ricky: i need to walk my friend home
[9/22/2013 10:10:01 PM] Ricky: ill be back in half an hour to an hour k?
[9/22/2013 10:10:03 PM] Ricky: if your not on
[9/22/2013 10:10:04 PM] Ricky: we'll make time
[9/22/2013 10:10:09 PM] Ricky: Your not fei or greg to me
[9/22/2013 10:10:13 PM] Ricky: your a friend in the making
[9/22/2013 10:10:18 PM] Ricky: and i like you / have worked to hard
[9/22/2013 10:10:21 PM] Ricky: to ruin a relationship with you
[9/22/2013 10:10:25 PM] Ricky: so i dont want you gone
[9/22/2013 10:10:28 PM] Ricky: for alot of reasons
[9/22/2013 10:10:46 PM] Jermainey: alrighty, well thankiesss
[9/22/2013 10:10:55 PM] Jermainey: dont get raped in the street
[9/22/2013 11:58:37 PM] Ricky: lol back now msg me when you get back on