Round Five!

[Nicole]

Hey everyone!

So... I am getting the vibe no one here likes me? LOL why am I always so low on MVP rankings?! I am amazing, I haven't even had to go to tribal council yet!

Okay well, actually I hate this game right now. And most the people in it. Zack is a little bitch and when the opportunity strikes... he is getting the nicole wrath. He just thinks he knows EVERYTHING and has his little minions taking my people out. Zack, Woods, Animal, and Brenda NEED TO GO. 

None of them even talk to me and I'm over it. I am over everyone lol. I just want to win the amulet and have all them kiss my ass for a day. That is my goal at the moment. I dream about that. 

This next challenge is going to suck. I think I can definitely win if I try hard but sitting at a computer for hours on hours just wasn't in my agenda this weekend! oh well, I am determined to win! I hope I'll win! I need to kick Zacks butt and I am on a mission!

xoxo from the MVP 11th placer
(still kinda mad about that guys)

[Nicole]

OKAY RANT FEST RIGHT NOW RIGHT HERE

Zack: I already said I don't like you. You claim to know everything. You got MVP. You are a little snake and I might be scarred of snakes but... you are a garden snake. And I can take you on. Let's go. I'm ready. Nicole has been hitting up the gym, practicing my punches. I can take you out. Honestly, you haven't even said anything to me to make me angry at you, but you've taken out my allies and I need someone to get mad at to ignite my fire. It's on.

Animal: OMG Animal is like the fuel to my fire. He is in tight with Zack and has won 2 challenges and I AM OVER HIM. He needs to go. We haven't talked either but hell, I know you are a shady one and I need to get you out!

Brenda: UUUGHHHH brenda was in tight with David but just stabbed us all the back. I'm not sure if she knows I was with david so maybe I still have hope with her but I doubt that. Brenda betrayed my allies and she is gunna get it. (insert sassy snap). I haven't talked to you brenda but once again, you have a new enemy, and her name is Nicole.

Woods: IDK about woods. I think I might be good with him. IDK I am not good with anyone really so IDK. LOL IDK. I talked to woods a little bit but nothing strategic and I need to talk to him more because I CANNOT let woods be snatched up by garden snake Zack. Not on my watch. However will I tust woods ever? HELL NO. I know they all share convos so I'm not going to be an idiot and tell him information.

Joe: WHO ARE YOU. (lol you are probably saying the same about me) But seriously Joe, where is your game at? I know you talk to Ricky a lot but you definitely don't trust him. Do you trust me? IDK are you against me? IDK but I am going to find out soon and pull you in with me or beat you up along with Zack and Animal. So, you better pick the right side if you don't want a broken arm.

BK: I like BK! I think I can even trust BK and I think he is definitely looking for some shelter. If I can just keep talking to him maybe I can form a strong bond and not let him sway over to the Zack side. (aka the dark side. But I'm still working on him.

Quanz: basically you are Zack's little minion and I ain't going to waste my time with you.

Jermainey: After fei and greg left you were confuzed and dazzled and I am not sure where you went off to but... I can sense you went off to hide under Zack's little shelter of evil. I hope you realize it is nothing but cold in there and come out before you grow horns.

Jedda: You are awesome. I love you.

Ricky: You are psycho and kinda ruined my game for me by going crazy and revealing everything to people but you definitely have my back. However in the future I might need to play the anti-ricky card to get people to like me again and trust me. But I'd never vote you out. You are a bitch but you are my bitch.

David: you are cool. obviously. I am still with you. I trust you and i think you agree ricky put us in danger but we can pull out of this. you have pretty strong connections with other people so you are in a better spot than me and i hope you will protect me.

I had fun writing this. It sounds super angry but I am just playing it up and saying how I feel in the game. I'm ready to burn this place to the ground.

[Nicole]

I forgot brookie.

Brookie: You psychotic girl who I love. You are amazing. You speak your mind and are great for my game. You keep the target off my back because we all know people want you gone ASAP. So i thank you for that. and I love you. You crazy person.

Also, messaged animal right now. Trying to suck up to him at the moment. Even though I'd rather drink oxyclean. Update you later. (If I survived and didn't resort to drinking oxyclean as a better alternative)

[Nicole]

OKAY conversation with animal literally went NO where. He stopped responding to me after 2 messages.

Also I just found out that someone in the alliance of me, brookie, jedda, nax, lexi, and ricky spilled some of our convos to Zack. WHAT THE HELL. Ihave a feeling it is brookie. or maybe Jedda. However... i wouldn't be surprised if it was Nax. I am glad I really didnt say anything in the convo though. So I should be targeted THAT much but who knows. UGH I hate people.

BUT I got to talking with BK and I like what I am hearing.

[12:11:47 AM] Nicole: hey
[12:11:57 AM] Brian?: hey
[12:12:02 AM] Nicole: whats up
[12:12:06 AM] Brian?: nm
[12:12:13 AM] Brian?: challenge sux wbu
[12:12:23 AM] Nicole: ugh i know
[12:12:29 AM] Nicole: im just watching criminal minds
[12:12:42 AM] Brian?: my sis lugs that sow
[12:12:49 AM] Nicole: it's awesome
[12:13:08 AM] Nicole: im scared about this challenge haha
[12:13:14 AM] Brian?: same]
[12:13:30 AM] Nicole: I feel like if im not immune i am going to be going home
[12:13:57 AM] Brian?: why
[12:14:10 AM] Nicole: I'm not really tight with anyone
[12:14:11 AM] Brian?: what tribe were u on this week
[12:14:31 AM] Brian?: we cud work together
[12:14:34 AM] Nicole: I havent had to go to tribal yet so I havent had to strategy and make those bonds
[12:15:20 AM] Brian?: ok well lol ricky already kinda has a group so u may want to steer clear of him
[12:15:35 AM] Brian?: but seriously I'm looking for people too
[12:16:07 AM] Nicole: sweet I'd ke that
[12:16:15 AM] Nicole: I feel like zack has a group too
[12:16:20 AM] Brian?: ya
[12:16:23 AM] Nicole: But they dont like me i think lol
[12:16:34 AM] Brian?: i have like possibly two others
[12:16:43 AM] Brian?: and maybe brookie but idk where her head is at
[12:16:53 AM] Nicole: omg brookie is a wild card
[12:17:20 AM] Brian?: ya
[12:17:31 AM] Brian?: lol if i got her we could try to be five strong
[12:17:45 AM] Nicole: I think you are in a good spot. It doesnt seem like you are on anyones radar
[12:17:55 AM] Brian?: ya lol
[12:17:58 AM] Brian?: i wanna change taht
[12:18:14 AM] Nicole: you want to be on someones radar? lol
[12:18:47 AM] Brian?: no
[12:18:55 AM] Brian?: but yes
[12:19:00 AM] Brian?: unleash till merge
[12:19:10 AM] Brian?: but if i get the chance i will take out a big player
[12:19:34 AM] Nicole: yeah i agree.
[12:19:42 AM] Nicole: Who do you think our 5 could be?
[12:20:07 AM] Brian?: possibly like quanz brookie u me and maybe animal
[12:20:11 AM] Brian?: but thats my side wbu
[12:20:36 AM] Nicole: I could probably work wih brookie
[12:20:49 AM] Nicole: Im talking to animal now but he is a question mark still
[12:20:59 AM] Nicole: I was close with lexi but.. they voted her out lol
[12:21:03 AM] Brian?: ya
[12:21:16 AM] Brian?: lets say lexie wins
[12:21:34 AM] Brian?: and comes back cuz I'm almost positive the merge is after this tribal but idk
[12:21:44 AM] Nicole: oh really?!
[12:21:49 AM] Brian?: ya
[12:21:57 AM] Brian?: then we cud be a six and force a tie
[12:22:10 AM] Brian?: cuz were at 13 rifht
[12:22:11 AM] Nicole: that'd be awesome
[12:22:36 AM] Brian?: counting players still at camp
[12:22:41 AM] Brian?: not at da cove
[12:22:41 AM] Nicole: So you think zack, ricky, joe, brenda, nax, and woods are together?
[12:22:48 AM] Brian?: possibly
[12:22:53 AM] Brian?: i think ricky and brennda
[12:22:59 AM] Brian?: wb jermainey
[12:23:08 AM] Brian?: I'm really wary of joe and jermainey
[12:23:16 AM] Brian?: u know where he is at
[12:23:25 AM] Brian?: he may be with brenda and ricky too
[12:23:31 AM] Nicole: no clue about jermainey lol. I was close with jermainey, greg, and fei but once they were voted out i haven't talked to him
[12:23:38 AM] Brian?: try to
[12:23:44 AM] Brian?: but not be too revealing
[12:23:53 AM] Nicole: okay yeah
[12:24:10 AM] Brian?: ugh it sucks that my journals suck
[12:24:29 AM] Nicole: what about jedda?
[12:24:35 AM] Brian?: idk bout him
[12:24:46 AM] Brian?: i feel if we can get majority
[12:24:52 AM] Brian?: we can get a good player out at mere
[12:25:06 AM] Brian?: ill keep u if we both end up in the same tribe but i mean idk
[12:25:33 AM] Nicole: agree completely. We definitely need to get a power player out
[12:28:54 AM] Nicole: but it is hard to say because i dont really know where the lines are drawn at the moment

Basically BK is saying he can get a 5 person alliance together. He threw out the names of Brookie, Animal, Quanz, me and Him. Now I don't trust animal for shit. But I like that BK has no clue Ricky and I are tight. He definitely thinks I am a wounded soldier looking for aid and I can definitely trust him. At least I know if I end up going to tribal with him I have some safety.

[Nicole]

Okay, to say I went crazy would be an understatement. I WENT PSYCHO.

So... I left you guys with me talking to BK and trying to talk to animal. BK was on board with me until he told me he was going to see where animal's head was at. I said okay and all the sudden... BOOM BK is firing at me with questions about Ricky. I knew something was up. I asked what animal was telling him and BK copied this convo:

[9/26/13 9:46:02 PM] Cody [Animal] Lasso: Ricky.
[9/26/13 9:46:10 PM] Cody [Animal] Lasso: Nax probably
[9/26/13 9:46:13 PM] Cody [Animal] Lasso: Nicole is their bitch

OMG I went OFF. I messaged animal asking why he was ignoring me. He didn't respond for an hour and when he finally responded shit hit the fan. I attacked animal for calling me ricky's bitch and Animal told me that he basically knew my whole game. OH NO YOU DIDN'T. having someone who NEVER talked to me say they knew my game HIT ME IN THE WRONG PLACE. After Animal told me all the stuff he "knew" such as how i was aligned with ricky, nax, and jermainey... he laughed it off. NO ONE LAUGHS IN MY FACE.

I went straight to the group thread and outed his alliance right there, right then.
[2:02:24 AM] Nicole: zack, brenda, joe, and animal alliance yall
[2:02:45 AM] Cody [Animal] Lasso: cute!
[2:02:48 AM] Joe Purcell: Wut.
[2:02:48 AM] Nicole: xoxo
[2:02:50 AM] Nicole: kisses
[2:02:51 AM] Brian?: wut
[2:02:59 AM] Cody [Animal] Lasso: did ricky tell you to say that?
[2:03:05 AM] Brian?: lol
[2:03:07 AM] Woods: HAHAHAHA
[2:03:09 AM] Joe Purcell: What the hell do I have to do with anything? >_>
[2:03:11 AM] Nicole: no i did it all on by my big girl self
[2:03:17 AM] Nicole: and woods guys
[2:03:23 AM] Cody [Animal] Lasso: aww pull ups instead of diapers? cutie patootie!
[2:03:25 AM] Nicole: zack, animal, brenda, woods and joe
[2:03:28 AM] Woods: hahaha.
[2:03:39 AM] Woods: ricky, jermaine, nax, nicole.. alliance, yall
[2:03:41 AM] Ricky: lol nicole omg
[2:04:01 AM] Nicole: but i have a f2 with animal too!
[2:04:01 AM] Cody [Animal] Lasso: i like this new nicole
[2:04:03 AM] Brian?: shits going too
[2:04:07 AM] Cody [Animal] Lasso: mhm
[2:04:08 AM] Cody [Animal] Lasso: we just formed it
[2:04:11 AM] Woods: haha, all because u said she was rickys bitch.
[2:04:18 AM] Woods: maybe ricky told her to go find a backbone...
[2:04:18 AM] Brian?: lol
[2:04:24 AM] Cody [Animal] Lasso: it's still true tho
[2:04:32 AM] Cody [Animal] Lasso: notice how ricky came running!

So... I um... went at them for quite a while. Basically they all called me ricky's bitch and that was the only thing they even had on me. I owned them. Had ZINGGS GALORE coming out of my mouth.
[2:07:42 AM] Nicole: i have a kickass personality
[2:07:44 AM] Brian?: exactly
[2:07:48 AM] Cody [Animal] Lasso: i agree i like this side of you
[2:07:52 AM] Cody [Animal] Lasso: where was it day 1-10
[2:07:55 AM] Woods: haha, same where, Animal.
[2:08:00 AM] Brian?: ugh i love the drama now
[2:08:00 AM] Nicole: waiting for this moment obviously
[2:08:01 AM] Ricky: Nicole have you been listening to some demi lovato warrior
[2:08:02 AM] Cody [Animal] Lasso: up ricky's ass?
[2:08:03 AM] Brian?: finally
[2:08:04 AM] Ricky: girl whats up lmao
[2:08:11 AM] Nicole: HEY FELICIA
[2:08:18 AM] Ricky: lmaoooo
[2:08:29 AM] Nicole: im fucking brookie on steroids
[2:08:33 AM] Ricky: I like how it took 3 guys to team up on nicole
[2:08:35 AM] Ricky: who i wish followed me

[2:09:50 AM] Ricky: you guy are such losers lmao
[2:09:53 AM] Ricky: nicole dont even talk to them
[2:09:57 AM] Ricky: not worth the ridiculous drama
[2:09:59 AM] Ricky: trustt meee
[2:10:03 AM] Cody [Animal] Lasso: she is the one who started it, yet you guys are the victims, k
[2:10:08 AM] Brian?: hmmmm
[2:10:08 AM] Nicole: lmao but my social games sucks, i need to improve it

[2:14:15 AM] Nicole: i should be called animal. my claws are out
[2:14:16 AM] Cody [Animal] Lasso: you're* tbh
[2:14:24 AM] Cody [Animal] Lasso: aw cute!

[2:17:34 AM] Cody [Animal] Lasso: are we done here like can i go back to my porn pls
[2:17:42 AM] Ricky: girl corbin fisher or sean cody
[2:17:47 AM] Cody [Animal] Lasso: sean cody 4sure
[2:17:55 AM] Brian?: what the literal fuck did i just read
[2:18:05 AM] Ricky: cody is fapping to some nekkid men
[2:18:06 AM] Ricky: fap fap fap
[2:18:08 AM] Ricky: you should do it to brian
[2:18:12 AM] Cody [Animal] Lasso: its healthy
[2:18:13 AM] Nicole: ill go back to being boring!
[2:18:15 AM] Joe Purcell: Fapping. <3
[2:18:15 AM] Nicole: xoxo
[2:18:34 AM] Woods: thanks nicole, i was getting overwhelmed by your involvement in this game...
[2:18:39 AM] Woods: back ony our leash..
[2:18:40 AM] Ricky: Well this was a hot mess.
[2:18:46 AM] Ricky: lmao everyone pat themselves on the back
[2:19:03 AM] Cody [Animal] Lasso: or the dick
[2:19:12 AM] Ricky: well i mean that would be good so you could multitask
[2:19:15 AM] Woods: guess we'll be the stars of episode 5 too. haha.
[2:19:17 AM] Nicole: i hope you get semen in your computer and are forced to quit
[2:19:23 AM] Ricky: LMFAO
[2:19:25 AM] Cody [Animal] Lasso: omg lol
[2:19:26 AM] Ricky: LMFAO
[2:19:27 AM] Brian?: lol
[2:19:29 AM] Cody [Animal] Lasso: i dropped my slow globe on my last one
[2:19:32 AM] Ricky: I JUST WOKE MY BOY-FRIEND UP LAUGHING

[2:20:55 AM] Cody [Animal] Lasso: Nicole what happened to our f2 ;(
[2:21:05 AM] Nicole: felicia happened bitch
[2:21:16 AM] Cody [Animal] Lasso: oh ha ha that is so funny only ricky gets it
[2:21:23 AM] Cody [Animal] Lasso: speaks volumes about your game
[2:21:37 AM] Nicole: yah i applaud your game too
[2:21:42 AM] Cody [Animal] Lasso: tysm!
[2:21:48 AM] Nicole: go lick zacks ass some more

[2:24:09 AM] Brian?: u remind me of a person named amanda ricky
[2:24:13 AM] Cody [Animal] Lasso: it did
[2:24:16 AM] Ricky: LMFAO
[2:24:17 AM] Ricky: NICOLE
[2:24:19 AM] Woods: well really, it helped us all out since they wre playing all of us
[2:24:20 AM] Ricky: HE CALLED ME AMANDA
[2:24:22 AM] Nicole: AMANDA AND MCCRAE
[2:24:22 AM] Ricky: IS NICOLE MCCRAE
[2:24:25 AM] Ricky: lmfao
[2:24:25 AM] Cody [Animal] Lasso: aw another insider cute
[2:24:26 AM] Ricky: lmfao lmfao lmfao
[2:24:28 AM] Brian?: yes
[2:24:33 AM] Nicole: so fucking cute

So basically I hate animal. He is stupid. I outed his alliance. He didn't deny it. Him and Zack felt on top of the world and you know what motherfuckers, nicole isn't gunna have it. Vote me out but I'll cause I storm before I leave. And I'll be laughing the whole time. No one calls me someone's bitch. No one comes to me and says they know my game play. No one ignores me because I WILL go ape shit. And I am not afraid to do it. A target was already on my back so I'm going to flaunt it and hell yeah, I'm going to make it a fashion statement.

[Nicole]

Also now BK questions me. Like he knows someone told ricky something. BK thinks ricky is aligned with zack, joe, woods and whoever. And BK thinks I told him that... which i did as a joke since BK is wrong lmao. But Ricky messaged BK saying "I dont talk to people with big mouths"... So then BK was like "you told ricky... bai"

Like... BK, that doesnt even link to anything you told me LOL. BK doesn't know who told ricky and started losing his mind. BK doesnt know who to trust between animal and I. I hope he grows a brain and realizes he can trust me but he probably won't.

My mission is to turn bitches again zack and Animal and I will do everything I can to do it. I already started working on Joe. After the fight I messaged joe saying sorry that i brought his name up but I am just sick of everyone running to zack and animal with convos. Joe understood and said he liked ricky and I.

I have proven to be trustworthy in this game. I have had people in my alliances turn against me and sneak around and rat me out (when I am doing nothing wrong). I have been loyal to everyone who is loyal to me so I hope Joe can realize this and come to his senses. I am playing fair and others are not. Brenda fucking telling Zack everything. Jedda probably being the one who ratted out the alliance of me, ricky, nax, lexi, brenda, and him. I don't play like them. I am loyal to my allies and I have proven that. I think I can definitely work with him. I really like Joe.

Also, Nax is in for a rude awakening when he sees all the shit that went down tonight lmao!

[Nicole]

OMG I just did the impossible. I had a convo with Animal. A real convo. That went on for almost an hour.

We talked about random stuff. Not even about the cray fight. Honestly it was fun talking to him. (did i just say that?) I do think that he is trying to get me on his good side a little though. Like.. he would def still vote my ass out right now. But I feel better. If I keep working on my social game I will be golden. Well more like... those chocolate fake gold coins lmao! Here is what Animal said as we were saying bye tho:

[2:39:58 AM] Nicole: i got to go to sleep but ill talk to you later!
[2:40:05 AM] Cody [Animal] Lasso: aw okay!
[2:40:06 AM] Cody [Animal] Lasso: it was nice talking to you though.
[2:40:13 AM] Cody [Animal] Lasso: ttyl good night! i have to be up in 2 hours LOL.
[2:40:29 AM] Nicole: lol! and honestly sorry i was psychotic
[2:40:37 AM] Nicole: like.. omg i lost my marbles
[2:40:41 AM] Nicole: the other night
[2:40:43 AM] Cody [Animal] Lasso: lol no it's fine
[2:40:47 AM] Cody [Animal] Lasso: i literally didn't sleep that night
[2:40:51 AM] Cody [Animal] Lasso: so i was up from noon the day before
[2:41:05 AM] Cody [Animal] Lasso: and all through the day, so i was up for like literally almost 35 hours maybe
[2:41:16 AM] Cody [Animal] Lasso: and i was having other issues just really frustrated
[2:41:21 AM] Cody [Animal] Lasso: so i probably let a lot out haha
[2:41:25 AM] Cody [Animal] Lasso: maybe it was healthy LOL
[2:41:36 AM] Cody [Animal] Lasso: but it brought us to talking, so! i'm an optimist
[2:41:41 AM] Nicole: lol i feel good about it!
[2:41:50 AM] Nicole: maybe that is weird?
[2:41:53 AM] Cody [Animal] Lasso: hahaha
[2:41:55 AM] Nicole: but... whatever!
[2:41:58 AM] Cody [Animal] Lasso: it's good to get things off your chest
[2:42:02 AM] Cody [Animal] Lasso: #yolo if you feel good don't question it
[2:42:04 AM] Cody [Animal] Lasso: haha
[2:42:11 AM] Nicole: truth haha
[2:42:13 AM] Cody [Animal] Lasso: omg
[2:42:18 AM] Cody [Animal] Lasso: i did a video confessional right after you have to watch when the game is over
[2:42:29 AM] Cody [Animal] Lasso: i probably look like death
[2:42:29 AM] Cody [Animal] Lasso: HAHAHA
[2:42:32 AM] Nicole: lol!
[2:42:44 AM] Cody [Animal] Lasso: my nose was all clogged from allergies too, it was just lolololol
[2:42:44 AM] Cody [Animal] Lasso: hot mess 101
[2:42:48 AM] Nicole: probably like "nicole aka ricky's bitch... is a bitch"
[2:42:53 AM] Cody [Animal] Lasso: LOL
[2:42:53 AM] Nicole: not even making sense
[2:42:57 AM] Cody [Animal] Lasso: i don't even remember what i said
[2:43:01 AM] Cody [Animal] Lasso: cuz i fell asleep afterward
[2:43:07 AM] Cody [Animal] Lasso: and i was that tired
[2:43:08 AM] Cody [Animal] Lasso: lmfao
[2:43:12 AM] Cody [Animal] Lasso: prob rambled
[2:43:19 AM] Nicole: cant wait to see it
[2:43:26 AM] Cody [Animal] Lasso: XD take a mental note hahahaa
[2:43:49 AM] Cody [Animal] Lasso: have a nice sleep though don't let the bed bugs bite and wipe rickys butt etc nightly rituals <3
[2:43:50 AM] Cody [Animal] Lasso: JK <3
[2:43:50 AM] Cody [Animal] Lasso: LOL
[2:44:06 AM] Nicole: HAHAHA
[2:44:08 AM] Cody [Animal] Lasso: i don't think you are his bitch anymore btw hahah omg
[2:44:25 AM] Cody [Animal] Lasso: we'll talk more later lololol
[2:44:33 AM] Cody [Animal] Lasso: good night yo
[2:44:36 AM] Nicole: night!

Pretty good eh? The fight between us was honestly so funny though I don't know if he laughed as much as I did but It definitely got a lot off my chest. Can I mend this relationship? IDK. I am pulling out my personality though and I know I can get a few of these zombies to like me again.

As for Zack... not a peep from him. SHOCKER. Him and Ricky have been talking though. Ricky told me in passing he was speaking to Zack. I asked what about... Ricky ignored the question. 20 minutes later I asked again... rick ignored it. Finally I was like, "Ricky you are ignoring my question haha" He said it was about Zack claiming to have to alliances and blah blah. Like... Zack, I am not dumb. But anyway Idk that whole situation with ricky and zack has me bothersome. If Ricky has a secret ally in Zack, I am gunna break that shit up. Zack is NOT controlling my people. Oh HELL NO.

I also talked to woods tonight. HE WAS FUN! We joked and got to know each other more. It was so fun and natural. I don't know what woods had against me in the first place... but I am trying to work my magic. Showing new sides of me. My game is on full force ladies and gents. GET READY.

(lol I will prob be voted out next)