Post by jedda on Sept 28, 2013 19:45:17 GMT -5
Episode #5
So I haven't been that at all active the past few days and it's because I have had some in real life drama. And some real horrible ones at that. My boyfriend of one year, yes it may not seem that long, cheated on me the other night by kissing another boy and lying to me about it. Me finding out by the other boy and then my boyfriend pretty much saying to me; 'I don't know what I want, I don't not want you though, and I don't know if this is an easy way out, I am just scared I can't give you the world and you deserve that.'
Shit like that, so it's been real tough on me emotional these past few days so I do apologise to everyone of you sincerely. It's just this sickening feeling being cheated on and treated to like that and it takes so much out of you when it happens. Which is why I have been so MIA right now.
Anyways, moving on. So I can't say much right now because I haven't been on a lot to see what has been happening but I can definitely put my insight into some things.
Ricky and Nicole got into a feud with Animal and Zack. Basically Animal and Zack have ratted me out kinda by saying I am the person who is helping them get rid of Ricky and Nicole. Fair enough I was. I am a little cunt and Ricky/Nicole probably won't talk to me after this. But it is a game. Now that Lexi has gone Ricky's power hit has kinda come down a few notches which is now less concering for me. Now I am more concerned about Animal and Zack. Both are constantly winning MVP. They're smart players and physical players and to be honest after ratting me out, that is a dog move and I'd love to see them gone.
I still am so cautious of Dave and Brookie. They seem to be of distant as late too. Which is a little concerning but they mean nothing to me. Both of them will be easy vote outs and it's not big deal to me or my game because I am not super tight with them and I don't think they will take me further in the game and benefit me.
Woods is one big fucking cocky cunt. Go die pls. I can't stand Woods. He is now like the new Ricky along with Animal, getting power heavy and starting to act 'King' like. People need to realise I am the mother fucking Queen. And as your higness I will personally demolish any asshole who gets power heavy and cocky. Bow down to the mother fucking queen.
In saying all this I can't contribute much. I know my head may not be 100% in the game. But by being her and playing in this game I know it will help me. I am more determined to win than ever now. Because it's keeping me occupied and the people in here regardless if I am alligned with them or not are great people. I am not giving up this great opportunity I've been given.
I may have lost one battle but I will win the war and overcome these emotions. I WILL bounce back and be that amazing player you will all see!
Shit like that, so it's been real tough on me emotional these past few days so I do apologise to everyone of you sincerely. It's just this sickening feeling being cheated on and treated to like that and it takes so much out of you when it happens. Which is why I have been so MIA right now.
Anyways, moving on. So I can't say much right now because I haven't been on a lot to see what has been happening but I can definitely put my insight into some things.
Ricky and Nicole got into a feud with Animal and Zack. Basically Animal and Zack have ratted me out kinda by saying I am the person who is helping them get rid of Ricky and Nicole. Fair enough I was. I am a little cunt and Ricky/Nicole probably won't talk to me after this. But it is a game. Now that Lexi has gone Ricky's power hit has kinda come down a few notches which is now less concering for me. Now I am more concerned about Animal and Zack. Both are constantly winning MVP. They're smart players and physical players and to be honest after ratting me out, that is a dog move and I'd love to see them gone.
I still am so cautious of Dave and Brookie. They seem to be of distant as late too. Which is a little concerning but they mean nothing to me. Both of them will be easy vote outs and it's not big deal to me or my game because I am not super tight with them and I don't think they will take me further in the game and benefit me.
Woods is one big fucking cocky cunt. Go die pls. I can't stand Woods. He is now like the new Ricky along with Animal, getting power heavy and starting to act 'King' like. People need to realise I am the mother fucking Queen. And as your higness I will personally demolish any asshole who gets power heavy and cocky. Bow down to the mother fucking queen.
In saying all this I can't contribute much. I know my head may not be 100% in the game. But by being her and playing in this game I know it will help me. I am more determined to win than ever now. Because it's keeping me occupied and the people in here regardless if I am alligned with them or not are great people. I am not giving up this great opportunity I've been given.
I may have lost one battle but I will win the war and overcome these emotions. I WILL bounce back and be that amazing player you will all see!