Day #22 - Confessionals / Conversations / I Love You Nicole!

[reeki]

Oh my how the mighty have fallen! This is probably going to be the easiest vote of the entire game. I owned the pre-merge portion and you know what it's probably my fault that I am now in the position I am in. I wanted to branch out and trust people outside of my alliance and what I knew cause I didn't want to limit my social game. I knew better then to do that and I am a better player then that. Animal turning and taking Nicole out like that was a GREAT move on his part more then likely but we really would have been loyal to him.

That whole alliance was all for nothing and It's one of those things that I should have saw it coming. Nicole leaving makes me horribly sad but she wasn't having fun. The people in this season are annoying and honestly some of the favoritism hasn't been the fairest. I won't get into that and I have loved your support though Sandy. I feel like I let my mind also bug me about what people watching in alumni were doing and the fact that it seemed like some production favored some people. Besides that I got some favoritism at times too so I'd rather let it go. But it helped screw up my game play I think, all on my own fault though.

I don't know what to do. Ugh, I guess we'll see. 

Oh and David gave them my coordinates. I beat all of them going in blind besides woods, so at least I almost won. 

[reeki]

It's either give in or fight right now. I have four votes that I could use, it's one short -- the point is right now to try to get a fifth. Try to pitch why it would be smart to keep me. The odds ARE NOT in my favor, but I need to try; I would be upset if I didn't try... Time to try to go against the odds.

[reeki]

[10/6/2013 1:05:56 AM] Ricky: i think woods, brenda, brookie, jermainey should all go in a rowww.
[10/6/2013 1:06:06 AM] Ricky: i like jermainey ALOT but i dont think he cares for me much / doesnt try to strategize with me
[10/6/2013 1:06:09 AM] Ricky: and i told asm any people as osible
[10/6/2013 1:06:09 AM] Ricky: lmao
[10/6/2013 1:06:12 AM] Ricky: about the amulet
[10/6/2013 1:06:47 AM] Jedda: Hahaha lmao
[10/6/2013 1:07:02 AM] Jedda: Ok so last night I was talking to Jermaine trying to have a feel where he sits with everyone
[10/6/2013 1:07:09 AM] Jedda: And he basically said to me
[10/6/2013 1:07:20 AM] Jedda: I can't make promises with you because I feel you'll get screwed over
[10/6/2013 1:07:35 AM] Ricky: like he already has big deals in process
[10/6/2013 1:07:39 AM] Jedda: I was like what? He was like well I was tight with Fei and she left and then I was tight with Quanz and someone else
[10/6/2013 1:07:59 AM] Jedda: And they all left so he is like I am not commiting to anything ATM
[10/6/2013 1:08:03 AM] Jedda: I was like
[10/6/2013 1:08:04 AM] Jedda: OK BYE
[10/6/2013 1:08:04 AM] Jedda: Haha
[10/6/2013 1:08:06 AM] Ricky: thats fucking weird
[10/6/2013 1:08:20 AM] Ricky: dude david annoys me to hell and back
[10/6/2013 1:08:24 AM] Ricky: but something im coming to realize
[10/6/2013 1:08:26 AM] Ricky: he wont vote us out
[10/6/2013 1:08:41 AM] Ricky: we got a strong 4, i like animal more / want animal to go farther the nnax tohugh.
[10/6/2013 1:08:54 AM] Ricky: but we should get the axis / animal to the f5, so we can say we took our whole alliance to the end game.
[10/6/2013 1:09:20 AM] Jedda: OMG yes
[10/6/2013 1:09:21 AM] Jedda: Agreed
[10/6/2013 1:09:25 AM] Jedda: I like that a lot
[10/6/2013 1:09:27 AM] Jedda:
[10/6/2013 1:09:37 AM] Jedda: Do we know who woods is gunning for with the vote?
[10/6/2013 1:09:54 AM] Jedda: Brenda doesn't communicate when tribal will be but still wins MVP?
[10/6/2013 1:09:57 AM] Jedda: I am confused.
[10/6/2013 1:10:03 AM] Jedda: She must be super amazing.
[10/6/2013 1:10:39 AM] Ricky: lmao they just want to make it so someone other then people
[10/6/2013 1:10:41 AM] Ricky: PLAYING THE GAME
[10/6/2013 1:10:42 AM] Ricky: win
[10/6/2013 1:12:19 AM] Jedda: Hahaha
[10/6/2013 1:12:22 AM] Jedda: I hate brenda
[10/6/2013 1:12:24 AM] Jedda: And woods
[10/6/2013 1:12:29 AM] Ricky: there annoying
[10/6/2013 1:12:32 AM] Ricky: woods is a cocky piece of shit
[10/6/2013 1:12:33 AM] Jedda: I want to know who woods is going for
[10/6/2013 1:13:27 AM] Ricky: prolly brookie to keep it safe
[10/6/2013 1:13:40 AM] Ricky: which we should pretend for him to do
[10/6/2013 3:43:38 PM] Jedda: So I am voting woods?
[10/6/2013 3:49:10 PM] Ricky: were going to decide right befoire tribal who does what
[10/6/2013 3:49:12 PM] Ricky: you'll be here right
[10/6/2013 3:57:32 PM] Jedda: No cos I have work but I can probs have my phone on me
[10/6/2013 3:57:46 PM] Jedda: It's my last shift for the week which is fucking annoying
[10/6/2013 3:59:11 PM] Ricky: yeah vote woods
[10/6/2013 4:00:39 PM] Jedda: Should I? When I'm at work I'm literally going to try sneak to the toilet to get on for a chat haha
[10/6/2013 4:00:50 PM] Ricky: yeah prepare a woods vote just incase
[10/6/2013 4:01:01 PM] Jedda: Ok I will
[10/6/2013 4:01:31 PM] Jedda: Even if you split the voted ill just be on the woods side that's all
[10/6/2013 4:01:40 PM] Ricky: yeah exactly
[10/6/2013 7:35:46 PM] Jedda: What the fuck!?
[10/6/2013 7:35:54 PM] Ricky: animal lied
[10/6/2013 7:36:16 PM] Jedda: Wow
[10/6/2013 7:36:23 PM] Ricky:
[10/6/2013 7:36:47 PM] Ricky: ugh
[10/6/2013 9:35:21 PM] Ricky: im so gone next
[10/6/2013 9:35:24 PM] Ricky: but maybe nax will go
[10/6/2013 9:35:25 PM] Ricky: prolly not
[2:05:40 PM] Ricky: do you think we could get jermainey to vote with us
[4:17:32 PM] Jedda: I don't think so I think he's like 100% loyal to Joe and Animal
[4:17:54 PM] Ricky: talking on skype with him
[4:37:13 PM] Jedda: How's it going with him?
[4:38:42 PM] Ricky: good he just is nervous
[4:42:19 PM] Jedda: Yeah I thought he would be
[5:09:44 PM] Ricky: brookie quit toi save me

[reeki]

[2:11:22 PM] Ricky: hey girl
[4:55:03 PM] brookieee =]: hi
[4:55:10 PM] Ricky: ughhhh
[4:55:17 PM] Ricky: i told myself last night id just let them vote me out
[4:55:19 PM] Ricky: and now im all bothered
[4:55:23 PM] Ricky: i dont want to goooo
[4:55:34 PM] brookieee =]: tell them to vote me
[4:55:40 PM] Ricky: they wont.
[4:56:00 PM] brookieee =]: you can tyr
[4:56:02 PM] brookieee =]: try
[4:56:03 PM] Ricky: i did.
[4:56:08 PM] Ricky: they told me if you wanted out, you'd quit lol
[4:56:28 PM] Ricky: i know that if i stay
[4:56:40 PM] Ricky: i have hope, but like theres no way they
[4:56:44 PM] Ricky: will vote me out over you
[4:56:48 PM] Ricky: woods and animal are power hungry
[4:56:58 PM] Ricky: like they'll vote me out now, and you next.
[4:57:00 PM] Ricky: and just win the game.
[4:57:06 PM] brookieee =]: yeah
[4:57:35 PM] Ricky: like if you were to quit to keep me in, i'd obviously be greatful -- but i dont want you to do anything not how you want it.
[4:57:53 PM] Ricky: and i obviously wanted you in when it benefit me, so it makes me look selfish to want you to quit for me.
[4:58:05 PM] brookieee =]: sandy would probably still have a vote I'm sure
[4:58:27 PM] Ricky: he kind of illuded to me that i would stay
[4:58:34 PM] brookieee =]: who?
[4:58:36 PM] Ricky: cause its me he'd probably keep me for drama
[4:58:37 PM] Ricky: sandy
[4:58:46 PM] Ricky: like he told me what are my options
[4:58:47 PM] Ricky: and i said
[4:58:49 PM] brookieee =]: o you told him i wanted to quit
[4:58:51 PM] Ricky: i get one person to jump
[4:58:56 PM] Ricky: or i ask brookie to quit for me
[4:59:09 PM] Ricky: i dont know if he knows you want to quit
[4:59:16 PM] Ricky: but i told him you were an option.
[4:59:22 PM] Ricky: like have someone quit on my behalf to keep me in.
[5:00:02 PM] Ricky: like if you were to go instead of me, i would have a good shot at making shit go down.
[5:00:06 PM] Ricky: cause woods will use his free pass
[5:00:15 PM] brookieee =]: yeah
[5:00:51 PM] Ricky: its up to you, i would appreciate it, but in the end, i am okay with whatever you choose to do.
[5:00:57 PM] Ricky: but my first thing to do is ruin woods
[5:00:59 PM] Ricky: fucking destroy him
[5:01:06 PM] Ricky: they got me vulnerable once this game, i hate it.
[5:01:10 PM] Ricky: i like being queen bitch
[5:01:57 PM] brookieee =]: lololol. if i did would you want me to do it now or wait
[5:03:17 PM] Ricky: id say sooner would be better, cause you could post in the tribal council thread saying ' im quitting to throw a wrench ion their plans blahbah' or w.e something cray and bitchy to save ricky. or w.e
[5:03:23 PM] Ricky: that way its like a good story-line
[5:03:28 PM] Ricky: cause thats what sandy wants
[5:03:35 PM] Ricky: is for the stories to match up through the game.
[5:03:51 PM] brookieee =]: does anyone have a power from the auction that they might try to use though?
[5:03:56 PM] brookieee =]: it would be cool to flush that out
[5:04:02 PM] Ricky: none
[5:04:09 PM] Ricky: only stuff they use in challenges
[5:04:12 PM] Ricky: like advancement
[5:04:18 PM] Ricky: like extra advantage in a challenge
[5:04:22 PM] Ricky: nicole had all the good stuff
[5:04:49 PM] brookieee =]: ooh ok
[5:05:43 PM] Ricky: if you do it, it'll be final 8 with woods on a free pass, and maybe animal getting blindsided
[5:05:52 PM] Ricky: cause jermainey said if i can stay this round
[5:06:00 PM] Ricky: he'll really concider working with me and jedda.
[5:06:07 PM] Ricky: and nax by default, but woods would be missing from that tribal
[5:06:12 PM] Ricky: so we'd be able to get animal out next round
[5:06:16 PM] Ricky: then have woods come back to get booted
[5:07:06 PM] brookieee =]: Hi there are people in this game who deserve/want to be here more than me, and who actually have the time to invest into this game. I wish Lexi or Nicole could come back in my place but I'm hoping cute Ricky can make a comeback and get the SCUM eliminated from this game. Congrats on winning immunity this round Woods, too bad its pointless.
[5:07:08 PM] brookieee =]: is this ok
[5:07:27 PM] Ricky: omg i adore you
[5:07:45 PM] brookieee =]: should i post that
[5:07:48 PM] Ricky: yes omg hahaha
[5:07:50 PM] Ricky: that is perfect
[5:07:55 PM] Ricky: im going to make a brookie shrine
[5:07:57 PM] Ricky: in my confessional
[5:08:03 PM] Ricky: of your best lines, and shit.
[5:08:13 PM] brookieee =]: LOL
[5:08:25 PM] Ricky: i owee you.
[5:08:35 PM | Edited 5:08:39 PM] brookieee =]: noo idc lol. you know i didn't want to play anyways
[5:08:56 PM] brookieee =]: I'm going to eat dinner. good luck :*
[5:08:57 PM] Ricky: i know i just hate it was me or you, or that you didnt.
[5:09:04 PM] Ricky: cause i honestly trust you the most besides jedda LMFAO
[5:09:11 PM] Ricky: kk go to dinner, and lets hope this works <333

[reeki]

[2:44:37 PM] Ricky: Hows your day
[2:45:49 PM] Joe Purcell: Hey. Not bad, just got back from the gym. You?
[2:46:12 PM] Ricky: have been debating whether i am going to try or not to stay haha, long ride home from sacramento to santa cruz basically.
[2:53:09 PM] Joe Purcell: I'll have to take your word for it. I do not know the distance between those two places.
[2:53:16 PM] Ricky: haha only 3 hours
[2:53:24 PM] Joe Purcell: Oh okay lol.
[2:53:24 PM] Ricky: but our phones were dead, so no music.
[2:53:58 PM] Ricky: would you be against doing a skype call, i want to talk to you and see if we have any oportunity. i feel like im going no matter what, but id like to try I think.
[2:58:24 PM] Joe Purcell: I'm fine with talking, but, I don't really wanna do it on call. I really, really hate skype calls. >_>
[2:58:52 PM] Ricky: i wanted to do it on skype so you could read my better. but we dont have too
[3:00:18 PM] Ricky: I guess what I was going to say was right now it's like everyone feels like they accomplished something they couldn't do up until now. Nicole and I have been Brahnim and winning alot so it was like we were untouchable. The fact is no matter what once I go and followed by NAX. Who is the next target? I seriously went out of my way and trusted Animal. We had a final three, me, him and nicole -- and when I had a majority. brenda, jedda, nax, nicole, 1 extra vote plus my vote (majority meaning votes) we could have just voted someone else. But we were loyal and did what we said we'd do. I had talked to animal on skype for like the whole week every night for like 5 hours.
[3:00:33 PM] Ricky: You guys hit the point now where its like a victory, nicole is gone and now im on my way out.
[3:00:47 PM] Ricky: but me going means that when I go, and when nax goes.
[3:00:58 PM] Ricky: Woods / Animal / Brenda are going to want you and jermainey out to better their odds to win.
[3:01:32 PM] Ricky: you and jermainey should really think about not voting me out, don't let this current win cloud you -- because woods left the game and we didn't know he was coming back, and honestly, it was the one person animal said he trusted most.
[3:02:06 PM] Ricky: Woods also has a free pass to use still, and has brenda completely loyal. Brenda and Animal have lied so much, and they do trust you / think they have you -- but ive been in plenty of calls with allof them talking about you guys cant get close to the final four (you and jermainey.)
[3:02:18 PM] Ricky: so thats really all I can say... and i feel like it'll be a 5-4 vote, me leaving.
[3:02:35 PM] Ricky: but im basically alone, the ONE person I trusted the most is gone -- and the other one I trusted and changed my game for Animal, screwed me.
[3:10:26 PM] Joe Purcell: I want you to know that I think, personally, you are a great guy. We have been very open with one another about personal things, and despite what I may or may not do in this game, I don't take personal relationships lightly. In my opinion, however, you have been in control for a very, very long time in this game. For the most part, all of the people you wanted gone... went. For the most part. As I've told Nax just a few minutes ago, I am a very loyal player. To a fault. I'm sure I've mentioned that to you before. Loyalty, however, expires when I find out that someone is not loyal to me. The moment that came for you and I, was the round that Jedda showed me a quote of you wanting to blindside me. You said that you liked me, but said: "so let's blindside joe lol?" Maybe that was taken out of context somehow, but as I also told David, you still refrained to tell me about it, and then pretended as though, after the fact, that you did not know it might happen and that it was all up in the air. You pretty much flatout lied. I can't pretend I'm innocent of this, given the events of last round, and I felt bad, but it was sort of a necessary evil to oust Nicole.
[3:10:56 PM] Joe Purcell: I understand all of the things you're saying. But I don't know how I'm supposed to be able to trust you within the confines of this game, even if your #1 ally is now gone.
[3:12:45 PM] Ricky: I never once said I didn't know you were going to get the votes at all. I told you it was awkward and I did'nt know what to say to you. At that point I felt like you were being very uncommital towards me and I didn't know where my opinion should sway. The Jedda thing was a half joke and half serious. I remmeber the exact moments -- I just didn't want Jedda to go, who as you can see is not my little bitch and doesn't do anything or everything I say. I did do really well in this game but obviously the mighty has fallen. I'm now literally just a distraction.
[3:13:13 PM] Ricky: I may have been in the past a really strong player but alot of my loyal friends and alliances are out. If I go, it may have been the good thing if I was still the mighty and powerful, but im not.
[3:13:43 PM] Ricky: Now im a distraction and I will go this round, then david followed by you and jermainey -- they would be STUPID not too. As for our friendship, you're my friend and I adore you. It has nothing to do with the game, and I mean that.
[3:13:52 PM] Ricky: If I leave I'll go head up high and I can honestly say I had fun.
[3:14:19 PM] Ricky: No one ever though makes moves like im offering you cause they have comfort in knowing that it's an accomplishment. Like yay, ricky is finally going -- his reign of terror is over.
[3:14:32 PM] Ricky: but if im not in power who is, its not you joe -- its animal and woods, and who's the next big threat after me?
[3:15:06 PM] Ricky: I ask you to help me and to help yourself, I've been loyal. I even went as far to throw all my power into your guys trust, cause I knew if I didn't start trusting people other then Nicole then what am I doing eitherway.
[3:18:41 PM] Joe Purcell: You... make a lot of good points, I'll have to admit. And I will think about them.
[3:18:56 PM] Joe Purcell: Because I don't want to play to only be ousted after you and Nax left.
[3:19:22 PM] Ricky: You're a winner and you won a good ammount of challenges. They would be stupid to take you to the final four. I have EVERYTHIG to offer now, my ties are broken.
[3:19:38 PM] Ricky: Before you and I couldn't make a deal, im on my deathbed and sure I may not be having this exact conversation with you if I weren't so.
[3:20:14 PM] Ricky: but here's life and here's where I am at the moment in this game. Animal backstabbed me, alliance broken -- Nicole is ogne, alliance gone. Nax and I are a rock road, but we stick it out -- and have since day one. Nax likes you, I like you -- you and Jermainey are going to need help.
[3:20:22 PM] Ricky: Jedda WILL side with Animal, and Woods has Brenda.
[3:20:49 PM] Ricky: I'll give you any offer you want and I'll hold to it -- I do my best to not lie, and you know what I've had too, but I am in no place right now to be lying.
[3:24:35 PM] Joe Purcell: I can consider what you're saying for now, anyway. It's a lot to think over.
[3:24:44 PM] Joe Purcell: In the meantime, I have to go make supper. We can talk later.
[3:24:56 PM] Ricky: ok sounds good to me, i'll be around.
[3:25:04 PM] Joe Purcell: KK.

[reeki]

[10/6/2013 7:47:31 PM] *** Ricky added brookieee =] ***
[10/6/2013 7:47:36 PM] Ricky: bleh
[10/6/2013 7:47:39 PM] brookieee =]: rip nicole ;(
[10/6/2013 7:47:48 PM] David Oberholzer:
[10/6/2013 7:47:56 PM] Ricky: david wanna make a grid of all of o0urs
[10/6/2013 7:47:59 PM] Ricky: so we know were to not go
[10/6/2013 7:48:01 PM] brookieee =]: i wish jedda was here we need him
[10/6/2013 7:48:03 PM] David Oberholzer: Yes
[10/6/2013 7:48:14 PM] David Oberholzer: It'll take about 5 minutes.
[10/6/2013 7:48:24 PM] brookieee =]: i already have mine plotted
[10/6/2013 7:48:26 PM] Ricky: with all of this bs
[10/6/2013 7:48:27 PM] brookieee =]: i can do yours fast
[10/6/2013 7:48:28 PM] Ricky: it prob be fine
[10/6/2013 7:48:33 PM] Ricky: 3=D
6=J
10=L
8 - N
F = 4
S = 7
F = 7
P = 5
G 6

E = 7
[10/6/2013 7:50:33 PM] David Oberholzer: [Sunday, October 06, 2013 7:46 PM] David Oberholzer:

<<< G4, A1, A15, T1, T15, T4, C1, K6
K15, L15
[10/6/2013 7:50:47 PM] brookieee =]: k
[10/6/2013 7:52:18 PM] brookieee =]: gyazo.com/f02a7bdb016fc150bf656d3ba746a83a.png
[10/6/2013 7:52:28 PM] brookieee =]: I'm making the lines in the corner more clear
[10/6/2013 7:52:31 PM] brookieee =]: ill repost after
[10/6/2013 7:52:37 PM] Ricky: kk
[10/6/2013 7:55:04 PM] Ricky: good luck guys
[10/6/2013 7:55:21 PM] brookieee =]: gyazo.com/85f4bbe26a243039bef526ffd29db661
[10/6/2013 7:55:23 PM] brookieee =]: gl!!
[10/6/2013 7:55:26 PM] Ricky: yessss
[10/6/2013 7:55:52 PM] brookieee =]: HAHAHA ANIMAL DIED ON MY BOMB
[10/6/2013 7:56:57 PM] brookieee =]: LMFAO
[10/6/2013 7:56:58 PM] brookieee =]: good luck
[10/6/2013 7:57:29 PM] David Oberholzer: i42.tinypic.com/2pqpe8l.jpg
[10/6/2013 7:57:35 PM] Ricky: joes out
[10/6/2013 7:58:48 PM] David Oberholzer: Yeah
[10/6/2013 8:01:55 PM] Ricky: sh
[10/6/2013 8:01:56 PM] Ricky: es such a rigger
[10/6/2013 8:02:04 PM] David Oberholzer: LOL
[10/6/2013 9:24:14 PM] *** brookieee =] has left ***

[reeki]

Oh my god I am so relieved right now and I don't know if will work but I am lucky to have loyal friends and alliances in this game. I've worked WAY TOO HARD to go and I'm thankful Brookie wants me here more then her.. She's going to quit for me, and it's going to put a wrench in peoples plans.